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Brother of yearning, hello:

The sea memory confidant, the world is like a neighbor;

My good confidant, knows my heart.

Unforgettable past events, lovesick tears wet towel;

All I ask is that you remain the same and never part of it.

Dear brother, I did not write back to you in time, I know you will be unhappy. I felt that writing letters was a very bad thing for me, and that because my husband was so suspicious of me, he was always watching me. I'm afraid that if he discovers us, our consequences will be unimaginable. Therefore, I did not write back to my brother in time, please understand.

Missing brother, your letter, after I read it, I am very happy. I read it several times, and every time I read it, I get excited. But, I don't know why brother said you're a fool? Am I not a fool? If I wasn't a fool, why would I give you everything? Brother, tell me, are you stupid or am I stupid? Brother, you will know clearly that I treat you wholeheartedly in terms of love, love and longing. Why are you still making fun of me? I really don't understand?

My missing brother, since we became good friends, I have never forgotten what you have done to me and my family. For more than two years, I was tormented by love. No matter if it is bitter or sweet, I can never lose you. You're the one who encouraged me to live a good life. You gave me the courage of my life; you gave me the backbone of my spirit. I still remember clearly that you said in a poem, 'Don't betray me and you'. My dear brother, rest assured that I will never betray you.

You said in your letter, 'I deliberately avoided you.' How could I have deliberately avoided you? I didn't know you could come to my house on the eleventh. If I knew you could come, I wouldn't be able to go up the mountain to pick vegetables.

And then I wanted to ask my brother: Please give me back my picture, and if you don't give it back to me, I'll be upset. However, brother, don't worry. If you view little sister as a good friend, then you must return it to me, and I can give you another. The photo will be exchanged at the next date. Please don't forget it, brother.

I slept and ate for this picture; I was so tired of it all the time; I cried so much for it I don't know how many times. As a result, this photo has become a source of concern for me. Please don't misunderstand my good brother, little sister only wants to exchange another card with you with no other intentions.

Let our friendship flourish! Never!

I wish you a good job and a happy spirit!

This to

Salute

Your little sister

25 May 1990

Zi Peng finished reading the letter. It made him happy, moved him, and made him feel uneasy. To his delight, he finally saw her today and received a letter from her. She would always love him and miss him, always let their friendship flourish and never fail! It made him happy, moved him; it made him uneasy for three reasons. One was to write to him, fearing that her husband would find out, which would upset him; two was to say that she was in a bad mood, and that the sight of the pain in her teeth disturbed him; and three, that in the last letter he had written to her, he had said that he was in a hurry to write to her, and that he was a fool. She misunderstood his meaning and said he was mocking her. Therefore, he felt uneasy.

As for her and him going back to the picture, she was going to give him another one, which he could not guess at. He thought: Maybe once, when I wrote to her, I said in the poem, 'Take out your picture and look at it as if you were laughing at me for being such a fool'. To a large extent, it was because those words hurt her self-esteem. It made her feel disgusted and annoyed. And for that, take this picture back. There was no other reason, was there? Who cares? Since she was happy, she might as well change it. It's all the same to me. On this issue, don't bother with her anymore …