C49 (2/2)

”True love requires mutual understanding, mutual concessions, mutual respect, and mutual trust. ”If no one gives in and the needle is pointed at the king of wheat, then what is there to talk about true love?”

Zi Peng and Lixia grilled corn for a while, then chatted for a while before taking their leave and walking back. She kept him here for lunch and he said,

”Sister, I'm not eating here today. My mother is making dumplings at noon today. I have to go home and eat dumplings.”

He and she didn't shake hands this time, didn't hug, didn't kiss. Although there was nothing, his feelings for her were still sublimating; his love was sublimating; his thoughts were sublimating. In short, everything was still in a state of ascension …

When Zi Peng returned home, the dumplings had already been wrapped. He only needed to wait for Zi Peng to cook them. The dumplings today were stuffed with beef and radish, which was what he wanted to eat the most. After he finished the dumplings, he returned to his bedroom and took out the letter from Lixia, unfolding it impatiently. The letter read as follows:

Big brother that I miss every second of my life:

I read your letter, very sad, I can not stop the tears flowing down. From your letter to the end, little sister can tell that Big Brother loves me dearly. Especially the poem written by brother, let me feel, you really miss me. What made me even more excited was that my brother was crying because of me. This made my heart ache even more.

My dear brother, I am missing you every second now. little sister really shouldn't have made you sad and in pain. Brother, you are worthy of my respect and admiration! You are the only family I have ever had in my life. I can honestly say to you: Only you can make me happy; only you can make me happy; only you can make me feel brave; only you can make me feel the value and meaning of life. How can I lose you? I have lost you, I have lost my spiritual support; I have lost you, I have lost everything in my life; I have lost you, I have lost the soul of my life, I can never lose my dear good brother. You said that little sister wants to cut off all ties with you, actually, I just wanted to test if you truly loved me. I really didn't think that it would make my brother so sad and in so much pain.

Missing brother, I see you tears of sadness, my mood is also not good, is unable to use words to express. Thus, it made me feel even more miserable. That day you came to my house, if I were at home myself, do you know how I would kiss you?

Dear brother, please do not be sad, I should not test brother, I beg brother's forgiveness, please answer me.

Missing brother all the time, I see in the letter, August 15th Mid-Autumn Festival, you think of me more, and even brought out this poem. It does express your longing for me and your sincere love for me. In your letter, you mentioned what I said in my letter to you of 26 December 88. little sister will not hesitate to keep my promise to you.

Dear brother, in fact, although we are not husband and wife, our love has already surpassed that of husband and wife. Closer than husband and wife, more than husband and wife. Sometimes I think: If you were my husband, would you still kiss me like this? If only we could live together one day, how wonderful it would be! I will never forget your care and consideration for me. Brother, let me say a few words of conscience. If not for you in my heart, I would have already drowned myself. If he really wasn't going to die, then he would have long been home. Who knows where he would be.

Dearest brother, you are the only one who can understand my situation. So I can't lose you. How can I give you everything I have if I don't love you? From now on, I will not only love you, but we will also love you more and more closely … If it wasn't for the harvest, I would have asked my brother out for a walk. Please watch my actions. Don't talk about it.

I wish big brother a happy mood and a smooth job!

This to

Salute

Your sweetheart

Evening of 30 September 1989

After Zi Peng finished reading the letter, his excited heart couldn't calm down for a long time. Her true and pure love for him; her deep longing for him. It made him feel very gratified and happy. He was proud of having such a good woman, a good friend, a good sister, and a good wife. In the letter, her confession to him was so eloquent that it made her cry. How could he not be moved by this kind of good confidant? Therefore, she did not hide anything from him, she did not have any selfish thoughts, and she showed him her naked heart. Every word, every sentence, was from the bottom of his heart. He wept tears of excitement. Compared to the last time, her hot tears were vastly different. Last time was tears of sorrow, this time tears of joy.

He thought: Since she selflessly revealed her heart to me, I should cherish her properly, take care of her, be considerate of her, comfort her, make her miss me even more, love me even more because of this …

On October 5th, Zi Peng ate his dinner and watched TV for a while. He felt very busy in his heart. He thought: Lisa has been writing to me for days now. I should write her a letter so that she won't worry. So he left the TV, went back to the back room, put down the table, spread the paper, picked up the pen, and wrote letters for her. He wrote the letter in great detail for more than two hours, and it was not completed until more than 9: 30.

On the second day, Wang Zipeng, Deng Chunming, Wang Chang went to City to send off the ginseng. Because, right now, our province has a Radix Ginseng in Fusong County. After the Radix Ginseng, the price of the ginseng plummeted from the sky to hell. Therefore, the purchase of ginseng places, the price per kilogram down to 8 to 10 times.

The ginseng that the Taoyuan Village had developed had only just seen returning money this year, but it had also encountered the year of drinking brine. As a result, the ginseng could not be sold, and could only be sold in Tonghua City's Medicinal Herbs Company to process red ginseng.

When Zipeng had just walked to the road at work, he met Lixia coming down from the sixth team. She came so early because she wanted to meet him at work. Because he had visited her on the third of October, she had given him another letter, which she did not know would have any effect on him. At this moment, she missed him very much in her heart, which was why she had come so early.

When Zi Peng saw Lixia, he thought to himself: Heh, what a coincidence, I was just thinking, after finishing my business in City, I should return to deliver the letter to her, but she actually came first. After greeting her, he gave her the letter. There was another reason for her to come down today. It was the Autumn Harvest now. There was someone helping her with her work, so she had come to buy vegetables. She took his letter and put it in her pocket. She thought: What chance do I have to read it? I'll buy some food first. When I get to the top of the mountain, I'll rest while I read the letter … Thinking of this, she went to the market to buy some food before hurrying back. She went to the top of the ridge, put down the dishes, sat down, took out the letter, and eagerly opened it. The letter read as follows: