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At one o'clock in the afternoon, Gui Hong continued to dig. When she saw him leave, she hurriedly opened his letter:
little sister whom I have always missed, hello:
Sun and moon shuttle busy non-stop, the time is like arrow race shooting stars;
Life long river south dream, silk threads turn into rainbow.
Sister and brother have been together for more than two years, missing the god day and night;
Hand in hand, heart in hand, reminiscing about the past.
little sister, this song was smooth, and expressed the truths of our relationship, from knowing each other to being together.
My dear little sister, I have read your letter many times. From the beginning to the end, the letter gave me a pure, kind and loving heart. Let me be very moved, 100% honor, 1000% pride, extremely happy. How I've longed to see you again since we broke up on the 12th! In order to see the family I miss day and night, I came to see you on the 15th. The next day is Sunday, and you are at Taoyuan again. I went to get the ginseng medicine that day, but you didn't see me, so I'm really sorry.
My little sister, the last time we were chatting, we mentioned 'Liu', and you took her seriously. If she was my lover, would I still be like you? If she is my lover, why do I miss you all the time and not her? If she's my lover, why do I keep dating you instead of her? I think you are overthinking things in little sister, as for this' Liu ', she has hurt me before. Now she was kind to me, just a box of petitions. How could I ever forget the pain and be good to her? I'll tell you about it later when I have time. You said, 'If it's like this, little sister can also break up'. You're a little paranoid.
My dear little sister, I will tell you the truth. If you want me to break up with you, I will never be able to do it. If you are willing to break up with me, I will have to obey you because you have the right and the choice. little sister, is it easy for our friendship to develop to this point? This is how much effort you and I have put into raising love, can it be so easily destroyed? No! The love between us might not last for long. First, it depends on our individual efforts. Second, we have to wait for an opportunity. If neither of these things exist, we'll get along as before. Didn't you always say that I was your spiritual support? You are also my spiritual support.
I miss little sister, these few days, I was a bit busy, because on one hand, I had to resist floods and disasters, on the other hand, I had to medicine ginseng every day, and sometimes I even had to go to the villages and districts to hold meetings. So, I didn't come to see you a while ago, so I hope that little sister can understand. You found me in the village on the 23rd. When I see you, don't mention how happy I am. And then you gave me another letter, which made me feel even more overjoyed.
After reading your letter, you even said sarcastically, 'Maybe you hate me for being silly and silly'. What you say makes no sense at all. I just like a silly woman like you. You're my friend and you're with me for the rest of my life.
My dear little sister, you are indeed the true lover I am looking for. Even though we cannot become husband and wife in reality, our love surpasses husband and wife, surpassing even that. In particular, I am gratified by your kindness and intelligence; I am intoxicated by your kindness and purity. I cannot lose a good friend, little sister, good confidant, and wife who share the same interests and hardships as you.
My ever-yearning little sister, your voice, appearance and smile are deeply imprinted in my mind. You are so obedient to me, so caring, so considerate, so loving. Every time I think about it, I feel sweet, beautiful, and happy.
The yearning little sister, after meeting you, gave me great spiritual comfort; gave me great courage in my life; gave me great encouragement in my work; gave me great motivation on the way forward. Whenever I'm tired from work, or have a bad time, I feel immediately relaxed and comfortable whenever I think of you. little sister, you are like a giant magnet, tightly grabbing onto my heart, causing me to never want to leave you. If little sister hates this brother, he only has to say goodbye and this brother will not bother you.
Heaven knows how sincere I am to the little sister. As for your misunderstanding of me, I am reasonable and won't take it to heart. If little sister has time, wait for me at the same place on the morning of the 5th of August.
I wish the little sister a good mood!
This to
Salute
on the evening of 27 July 1989, at 11.47 p.m.
After seeing Zi Peng's letter, Lixia's tears flowed uncontrollably. She knew that in the letter she had sent him last time, she had mocked him and hurt him because she was in a bad mood and had misused words. But not only did he not criticize her, not only did he not justify himself, but he even apologized to her.
She was thinking: The letter I gave him has hurt him in some way, but he ignored it and, in turn, reassured me. This made me feel very comfortable and happy. Meeting him, he gave me the true love of the world. What's it like for me to have real love? Yet, this kind and considerate person was hurt by me …
The more she thought about it, the more selfish she felt. Wasn't it just after a few days? Wasn't he just looking forward to his arrival? Was he not here? It was all my fault that I complained so much in the letter and put him in an awkward position. No wonder people say, 'Women have long hair. What about short-sighted people? This saying made a lot of sense. She thought again: It's my fault this time. Let him see what I'm going to do. I will love him with a woman's exquisite and sincere heart, and I will never part with him again...
In the middle of summer, the heat was unbearable. The sun was burning the earth, roasting the people. I can't help but sweat all over you.
On August 5, the sky was overcast with dark clouds. Although there was no wind, it was much cooler. That morning, at 9 o'clock in the morning, Wang Zipeng and Yu Lixia punctually met with each other in Erdaojiang. He walked beside her in the direction of Longshan, to the place where they had first met on April 28, 1988. The pine trees here were like umbrellas protecting the grass below; the grass here was now as tall as a man and full of life; the flowers here were still beautiful, rich purple, fragrant; the butterflies here were still dancing freely in the woods …
Zi Peng placed a piece of plastic on the ground and the two of them sat down. He took her hand and she stroked his face. He was very close to her, and she talked to him about everything. She said:
”Brother, the letter I wrote to you last time hurt you. I shouldn't have said those nasty words. Today, little sister will give you a gift in front of you. ”
Zi Peng gripped Lixia's hand emotionally and said:
”Sister, I don't blame you. This is all a misunderstanding.” It's because we haven't seen much of each other and we don't want to see each other again. As a result, a misunderstanding arose. Actually, your starting point is good, and you only said those words because you loved me. ” Lixia rested her head on Wen Ju's shoulder, feeling very sweet inside.
She felt that the letter she wrote to Zi Peng was a bit too excessive, so she blamed herself and said:
”Bro, I really need to learn your magnanimity. You see, you never taunt me in letters. I can't, no wonder they say 'women are petty'? I didn't think so before, but now that I think about it, it's true. Brother, scold me, just hit me a few times, little sister definitely won't complain. ”
Zi Peng followed up with the words of Lia Xia and said,
”Little sister, I can't even love you, how can I bear to hit you and scold you?” Not only will I not hit you or scold you, I'll even love you more. ”
He hugged her tightly. He continued:
”Sister, I really love you. I miss you every single moment; I miss you every single moment. Why was this happening? It's all because you're being nice to me. ”
Even now, she still felt that the words in the letter had gone too far, and she still blamed herself: