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Zi Peng was deeply moved. He gazed at Lixia with deep emotions and said,
”little sister, second brother is missing you too! Why don't I come to see you instead of going to work? Is Gui Hong not at home? ”
”He went up the mountain to check on firewood, and will only be back at 4 o'clock. Xiao Wei went to play in his room.”
Zi Peng was overjoyed when he heard this. He shook hands with her, hugged her, kissed her, and caressed her. It was a beautiful, wonderful feeling. All the pain and longing he had experienced for the past few days suddenly vanished into thin air. After making love for a while, Zi Peng took his leave and headed home. At this moment, Rizia stuffed a letter into Zi Peng's hands. He happily took the letter and put it in his pocket. Then he pushed the bike back.
Zi Peng went home. He first pushed his bicycle into the barn, then entered the house. He took out the letter from his pocket and opened it impatiently. The letter read as follows:
second brother, hello!
Since the 25th of last month, I have been unable to calm down. I don't know what language or action to use to express my sincere feelings towards you.
That day, I was too useless and disturbed your work, so I apologized to the second brother. second brother, I'm really telling you the truth, I can't do without you. Because you are a powerful pillar of my spirit, and only you can give me the strength and courage to live. So I can't lose you.
On March 3, I waited for you around the office until eleven o'clock. However, what I did was a bit too selfish … The feelings between you and me were nurtured and nurtured by the sweat of hard work. They have now grown into a tree of love, and the flower of love has bloomed, not to be lost or lost. second brother, I am also unable to find anything that you have done for me in my own sister. I recall that you paid a great price for me. The feelings between you and me are difficult to put into words. For that, I want to see you and we'll have a good talk together. As a result, the wrong timing prevented him from achieving his desired goal.
Dear brother, you will not understand me. Almost mad, I returned to my hellish home, brooding and tearful, and wrote this letter to my brother.
Dear brother, I will never forget you. You are my dearest friend. At this point, I can not help but feel excited, I shed tears. Hateful, the corridor of life is about to separate us. If only we could talk about this together for a few days and stay for a few nights, how wonderful it would be!
My dear brother, the practice has really convinced me of the path of life. It's hard for me! I've seen through it for the rest of my life. Between my family and my husband and wife, I am distressed, and will accompany me for the rest of my life.
I miss the second brother, I believe: joy, happiness, these words, will never come close to me, you will never come close to me. I reviewed my life and everything that happened in the future. You and I will never be partners. second brother, it seems like you are hiding something from me. You and I have been together for a year and you still don't know me. I'm really just your friend for a few days. Brother, words and a pen alone cannot express my feelings for you. I feel like I have a lot to say to you face to face.
second brother, let's stop talking here. I forcefully kept the pen in my hand. We'll talk when we meet on the 24th.
May your work be smooth and happy forever!
Your little sister
afternoon grass, 7 March 1989
When Zi Peng finished reading the letter, he couldn't help crying. How could the grief of her letters not make him pity and weep? She showed great pain to her family, to her husband; she felt loss and sorrow for her situation, her state of mind; she showed some distrust towards him. Even so, she still wanted to have a pleasant conversation with him, so she placed great hope in him …
In short, her letter was low-key. There was no joy, no joy, no emotion. Therefore, he thought: I should hurry up and write her a letter to comfort her broken heart …