C14 (2/2)
Exhale the true feelings (Part II)
After Wang Zipeng returned to the village, he thought to himself: Yang Benshu's house, its location is not bad. Later, after the decorations had been completed, the family moved over to let his mother live in a new house as well. This made his mother, who had worked hard all her life, happy. If that's the case, I would be close to work now, and wouldn't have to climb mountains. Yu Hua also neared school, at No. 16 High School, and in less than 10 minutes, I would be there. Since he bought it, he shouldn't think too much about it. As he thought of this, he suddenly heard a rumbling sound in his stomach. It was only then that he realized that he had not eaten lunch yet. Thus, he went to the restaurant to stir-fry a tofu bubble and a bowl of rice before eating with relish.
The next day, Wang Zipeng found the village accountant Wang Xingbang. He said that he bought Yang Benshu's empty house and got the King to write a purchase room agreement for him.
Wang Xingbang, 53 years old, 1.75 meters tall, with big eyes, delicate features, and good looks. He was the old accountant for the Taoyuan Village, and it had been more than 20 years now. His family lived in Peach Blossom Group Four, and was neighbors to Yang Benshu. They were less than 50 metres apart. Wang Zipeng, Yang Benshu and the King had an agreement to sign at Yang Benshu's house at noon on the second day.
On the morning of the second day, Wang Zipeng went to the credit union and took out the five thousand yuan he had for ginseng. At noon, he came to Yang Benshu's house with King. Yang Benshu was about the same size as King, in his thirties. His handsome face gave off a youthful vigor. After entering the room, King took out a letter and a carbon paper from his pocket. It was a piece of cake for the King to write such an agreement. After a while, the agreement was completed. He read it over to Zi Peng and Ben Shu, who said they had no objections. Then, sign and seal the agreement. This agreement was made in duplicate, with Yang Benshu and Wang Zipeng holding one each.
When Wang Zipeng took the agreement, he took out 5000 yuan from his pocket and gave it to King, who then gave the money to Yang Benshu. Yang Benshu took the money and counted it from the beginning, not missing a single point. At this point, the agreement between the two sides to buy and sell houses came into effect. From today onwards, these 4 empty 102 square meters houses belong to Wang Zipeng …
Wang Zipeng began from July. Once a month, he would send Yu Lixia a magazine called ”Family”. Today is the ninth issue of 1987. After work, he went to the post office to retrieve the magazine and returned with it in his arms. When he reached Yu Lixia's house, he pushed his bicycle into the courtyard and entered the house. Lixia was extremely happy to see that Zi Peng had arrived. She walked over with a smile and said,
”second brother, you're here. Quickly sit down and drink your saliva. Just as Zi Peng sat down, he saw that Gui Hong wasn't home. Thus, he asked:
”Why isn't Gui Hong back yet?”
”Seven teams have left for the fields. They should be back soon.”
After she finished speaking, she poured a glass of water for Zi Peng and passed it to him. Zi Peng took the cup and took a sip. He said:
”little sister, second brother brought your 'family' back.” As he spoke, he took out a book called 'Family' from his bosom. Lixia took it and said,
”second brother, I was guessing that you've come for the past two days. As expected, you came just like that. second brother, sorry to trouble you. ”
”little sister, what's so troublesome about this? It's just a small matter, not worth mentioning. Besides, how could I not do what little sister has entrusted to me? Forget about such a small matter, even if it was a big matter, second brother can help you with what needs to be done. ”
”second brother, are you annoying me because I always give you trouble like this?”
Zi Peng raised the cup of water and blew at the hot air with his mouth, then took another sip before putting the cup down. He said:
”How could that be? You are my little sister, why would I bother you? Besides, I'm a little embarrassed that you're always so polite to me. In the future, don't be polite with me. Be more practical. If you have something to say, say it. That way, I don't like it. ”
Her face was now ruddy. A sweet smile made her pretty face more attractive, especially her big watery eyes, which made her more beautiful. Zi Peng's heart skipped a beat when he saw this scene. Lixia looked at him with her loving eyes and said,
”second brother, I don't know if you found it or not?” Zi Peng saw that her question was very special, so he asked, ”What did you discover?”
”Didn't you notice something unusual about our relationship?” Zi Peng asked in an inquisitive tone, ”…”
”What's unusual? little sister will tell me about it? ” She said emotionally:
”second brother, can you not pretend to be stupid? Actually, even if you didn't say anything, I know what you're thinking. ”
”Tell me, what am I thinking? I just want to do my job. I just want to set up the village one day early. ”
”second brother, you are lying. If you don't want to, I will.”
”little sister, what are you thinking? Quickly tell second brother about it. ”
”second brother, I miss you.” Hearing that, Zi Peng's face instantly turned red. She had not expected to bring up such a topic. Thus, he said:
”little sister, don't talk nonsense. We are siblings, I didn't say anything to you, I didn't do anything.” Lixia excitedly said:
”second brother, let's just say that on the 24th of February, you took me to Erdaojiang on a bicycle to buy a thermometer, then came back together with you. It was just a coincidence; however, when we went to the Guang Hua Yang Mu Qiao Zi Cun that day, we sat on top of the bike. You were beside me, so I relied on you to travel back and forth for more than 4 hours. Don't you think that this was arranged by the heavens? second brother, although we weren't holding hands in the carriage, we were touching from time to time. Besides, it was summer, and we were each wearing only a pair of sensible trousers and leaning close together. Don't you feel warm? Anyway, I could feel it. I didn't take it to heart at the time, but when I thought about it later, it really made my heart beat.
”Thus, I got used to thinking about these things. The more I think about it, the more I feel that this is predestined, the more I think that this is something that the heavens have purposely arranged. second brother, if you don't mind, I will. I can't sleep all night, and I always want to see you. Fortunately, I live here, near the side of the road. I want to see you, wait at the door, and see you every day. Also, from July to now, second brother has sent me three 'families'. Do you know how happy I was when I saw you? Don't tell me you didn't notice at all, didn't notice at all, didn't notice at all? second brother, could it be that you are a wood person? ”
Hearing this, Zi Peng couldn't help but be shocked. So little sister fell in love with him. It wasn't necessarily true to say that she was secretly in love. Did he really feel nothing? No. He felt the same as she did. Ever since he went to buy a thermometer and walked back from Taoyuan with her, he had a good impression of her. When he went to Guanghua to invite ginseng technician to sit in the same car, they sat side by side. It was summer, and everyone was wearing only a thin pair of good trousers. The car jolted non-stop, its body rubbing against each other as well as the unique fragrance of a woman. Tell me, can he not feel it? He had the urge to shake her hand many times, but why was there still the Village Chief, Deputy village chief and the driver on the carriage? Do you think he can do that? At this time, Wang Zipeng felt his blood boiling, his heart undulating. However, he was the Secretary of Branch of the village, so he forcefully restrained his impulse. After returning home, he hadn't been able to sleep for a few nights. Even with his eyes closed, he couldn't chase away or wave away the scene in the car … It was not until a long time later that he was able to think calmly about his relationship with her. He thought that Yu Lixia was a rare good girl and it would be easy for him to get his hands on her. But on the other hand, he thought, he and she were family. He was also the Secretary of Branch of the village, the parent of more than two thousand people. He could not destroy two families for the sake of his own selfish desire. Although his marriage was unfortunate, although his love was boring, he was still the father of three children. However, he was still in his forties; however, he was still a Village cadres. Thus, when he thought of this, his heart became much calmer, and his longing for her diminished. Who would have thought that today, when he came to deliver her 'family', she would speak bluntly. Said she missed him. At this moment, how could she not recall the scenes from the past?
As a man and a woman, they all have blood, flesh, feelings, and desires. Wang Zipeng was no exception. He was a human, he was not a god, he also had emotions and desires. However, his position was different. He was the leader of the village and was an example to others to follow. If he did something that went beyond ethics and was discovered by someone else, how would he be able to raise his head up when this shameful matter was exposed to the public? How could he have the face to see others? How could he continue to be a cadre? Therefore, that time in the car, it was his perseverance that defeated the impulse and won the victory.
If he had not spoken today, he would never have spoken until his death. He couldn't say those kind of difficult words in front of her respected little sister. But today, Lixia's words left him speechless. He didn't want to retort. She had already made her point, so there was no point in hiding it any longer. Therefore, he said:
”little sister, are you really tempted? What part of second brother is worthy for you to like? ”
”second brother, I like you. I like your personality, your kindness, your temper, your character, your intelligence, your words and actions.”
”little sister, your thoughts are my thoughts; your feelings are my feelings; your likes are my likes. But I don't think that's the right thing to do. For what? First of all, we all have families, and we all have the responsibility and duty to do the right thing. Second, I'm 12 years older than you, don't you think the difference in age is too great? Besides, I don't have time to be by your side. You say, don't you feel pain? Therefore, I advise you that it is more appropriate for us to be siblings. If we really went wrong, it wouldn't be good to let your Second Sister-in-Law know; if Gui Hong knew, it would be even more troublesome. Therefore, I advise you once again to calm down and consider it for now. In fact? second brother likes you a lot too. I like your cleverness; I like your kindness; I like your gentleness; I like your generosity; I like your beauty; I like your open-mindedness. However, all of this has been contained. Therefore, I think, you will be like me, this true love, this true love, buried in the heart of this yearning. Let it be our memory forever. little sister, are you optimistic? ”
Zi Peng took another sip of water. Lisa continued:
”second brother, do you know what it feels like to be unable to sleep at night? Do you know what it's like to be unable to eat during the day? Do you know how it feels to be unable to see you again when I want to see you? second brother, look at me. In these past few days, what I have been thinking about you has slimmed down, and my face is haggard. Whatever you think, I like you; whatever you think, I love you with all my heart. second brother, you have to bear with letting me suffer from the pain of missing you. If you have to bear with the pain and torment of loving you, you will never come to my house again. second brother, you can go. Gui Hong will be back soon. I shouldn't be so selfish. Maybe second brother is right, but I can't do it. I only know that I have fallen into the vortex of love, and that I am powerless to extricate myself from it, and that I can only sink deeper and deeper into it. ”
Zi Peng was deeply moved when he heard Lixia's tearful voice as she revealed the words in her heart. ”Wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu.” She was 12 years younger than him, she was 31, and he was 43. Her true love for him made him proud and proud. He had not expected to meet such a love-struck and beautiful woman when he was in his forties. He felt a little intoxicated now. However, he still could not easily show it. He still needed to calmly watch the situation develop. When the time came, he would make up his mind …