Chapter 270 (1/2)
Zhong Yuqing's hand clenched her skirt suddenly tightened, and an incredible flash flashed in her black eyes. What did she just say?
”Is it more fulfilling to let me hate you than to let me love you?” Tang Xiaoai is really going to collapse. This marriage is more painful than expected. Before, he was an outsider and thought that as long as he was patient, everything could pass.
When she became a member of the Bureau, she found herself wrong.
The difference between lover and husband is the difference of blood relationship for Tang Xiaoai.
She can say nothing about the actions of outsiders, but she can't stand the closest people treating herself like this to her relatives.
”Say it again.” Zhong Yuqing didn't seem to hear clearly. He was still buried by her neck and asked low.
”I convinced myself to like you and found countless reasons to get along with you from the first time I met you to Africa... I want to find a lot of happy memories and try to piece together the less dark past between us, but...” Tang Xiaoai took a deep breath. At this point, she had to open her closed heart again, ”but I can't find it, between us, Only physical relationships. It was a secret lover before, but now it is an open lover under the marriage certificate. In essence, there is no difference. ”
”What difference do you want?” Zhong Yuqing's hand wrapped around her hair slowly slid down from the bare back, with a light tone.
”I shouldn't expect too much...” Tang Xiaoai bit her lips, and the painful feeling reminded her to calm down. At least after saying the rest, ”I have too high hopes for the sacred marriage. A humble identity like me doesn't deserve your feelings. I knew what you wanted before marriage. Unfortunately, I didn't know what I wanted at that time.”
”Oh? What do you want? ” Zhong Yuqing's tone didn't change much. He even kissed her neck, but if Tang Xiaoai saw his dangerous eyes, he must want to run away.
”What you want is a gentle toy, and you don't need to take any care of it; When you want, take the initiative to lie down, and when you leave, send you to the door; She will never understand what you don't let her know. She must accept what you let her accept at the first time... ”Tang Xiaoai rarely said so long to Zhong Yuqing in one breath. This is the first and perhaps the last time.” she doesn't need to understand anything, do nothing, and ask nothing. Just sit in your wife's position and fulfill her bed relationship. Why not buy an inflatable doll? You are so rich and capable that you can customize a smart toy with better touch. ”
”I'll consider your suggestion.” Zhong Yuqing's eyes flashed dangerously. She really dared to say... Dare to say such words.
”So, what do you want?” Before Tang Xiaoai could speak, Zhong Yuqing asked again.
”Before I knew you, my dream of marriage was Shen Mo.” Tang xiaoaiche was completely Frank. She felt the tingling from her neck. Zhong Yuqing was biting her, but she had said so much, and the rest would not be held in her heart. ”On my way to the library, on the dining table in the canteen and during the interval of odd time work, I would secretly imagine that one day, I could become the wife of the boy I secretly love. We could rely on our own efforts to have no worries about food and clothing, Family and beauty. ”
”But the reality is cruel. Shen Mo's mother came to me. She's right. I don't deserve Shen Mo, Cinderella and the rich second generation... This story is just a bridge to deceive little girls on TV. Although I don't dare to expect a happy marriage with Shen Mo, until I step into the entertainment industry, I still expect that after maturity, I will have a plain but real relationship and a person, Whether he is poor or rich, he can carry his heart into the palace of marriage. ” Tang Xiaoai looked at the tall building opposite and a sad smile floated on her lips, ”but I was wrong again. It's very difficult to find that simple happiness... I met you before I tried to find it.”
”With you, I dare not ask for anything. I'm like a puppet with my soul removed. I can only walk with you.” Tang Xiaoai felt that his neck was gnawed out of blood and tingled, but she still had to finish saying, ”I only know that I can't resist you, a puppet. If the thin thread in the master's hand is cut off, she can't stand up all her life. So if you want to get married, I'll be led by you to get the certificate. I can't get rid of the strings tied to me whatever you want... ”