Vol 2 Chapter 6 (2/2)

shi+ori put her head to ht, surprisingly light

Throwiung the cape behind her, shi+ori lay on the bed

“If you feel bad, or if you want to stop, you can say it”

As if treating so that would easily break, I quietly moved my hands from her cheeks to her neck

“That’s cruel If you’re being so gentle on me, I couldn’t say no if I wanted to…”

She leaned her face toher cheeks

“I love you too, Yuichi-senpai”

Sohtly

I softly and lovingly held her body, moved my hand to the shoulder strap of the dress and unfastened it Although shi+ori’s body was tense, she didn’t go against it Thus after I slowly pulled her dress down, her upper body was only left with a white sweater

Below the sweater I could see completely white panties

shi+ori didn’t cover it, but held her own body with a troubled face

“Please don’t stare at it for so long…”

shi+ori turned her flushed face to a side

“I’ll become very embarrassed”

She tightened her body, lifting her thin waist and then her thin thighs Whenever I touch her ss, her back would twitch, and she would bite her lips as if suppressing her inner uneasiness

“…Uuh…”

Even so, she made small sounds Her obstinateness and poor face was adorable, drivingevery last part of her

I laid horizontally beside her as if sleeping with her I whispered beside her small ears, “I want to look more of you, Shoiri”

Her face utterly red, she moved her head back, at a loss of what to say

“I hate people who say those things…butI don’t object to it,” she said, in an alht the lower part of her sweater and pulled it up Her even chest, and the smooth curve of her body In contrast there o cute and content swollen parts covered hite cups

“I…I…uh…”

Lightly sucking in air, shi+ori said as if talking to herself

“It’s sht?”

Even on her white skin, the chest became red I kind of remembered this was also one of her troubles

“But it’s pretty”

It was very adorable and suiting for shi+ori

Curling up the laced underwear revealed the slightly reddened, shaking breasts puberty hadn’t finished its job yet, for the peak of the swollen breasts were two immature pink nipples

Well, this sort of risen shape couldn’t be said as nipples anyway I touched theertips

“…Mm…”

shi+ori shut her eyes I lightly held her breasts from behind and started to squeeze the outermost part

As if puzzled by the feeling froly Her eyes that opened up infrequently were soaked in tears, and she sobbed intermittently

“Does it hurt?”

“It doesn’t,” shi+ori replied softly I grasped her breast and felt its war the same action shi+ori’s moaned sweetly

“Fu…”

Letting me take care of her breasts, shi+ori relaxed coht, as I reached her lower body

“…No!”

Her panties being touched fro another voice of rejection, she wanted to takeher heart’s unrest Tears surfaced her damp eyes

“Uu…Uu…I’m so embarrassed…sorry…”

“Sorry I’m sorry, shi+ori”

As if co a child, I held her from above I stroked her hair, and soon I had taken off my clothes and used my body warmth to reassure her

“Please don’t apologise…”

shi+ori suddenly turned around “I’ nosed voice, tears flowing,

“It’s because it’s Yuichi-senpai that I would…”

As shebreaths, she endeavoured to calm herself down

It was natural to do this stuff with your lover There was no need to apologise She felt nervous because this was her first time, but she tried to accept me

“I know”

I felt the sa one with her, and started again in touching it shi+ori was still tre, but now she didn’t use her hand to wave it off Covering it with a paler to sink inside it shi+ori bit her lips and withstood the sensations of her very first time

I wanted to feel the warmth and softness of it directly, so I approached the white panties with my hand

“Yui…”

shi+orianother kiss on her shs Out of some reflex, shi+ori turned around to hide away her body from me

“It’s fine”

I turned her back around and met my eyes with her When I decided to take off the only piece of clothing, her sweater, she pressed her hand against mine to stop me

“I’ll take it off myself…”

shi+ori lightly raised her upper body and took it off As if e this, she did it withher Her dry and cool hair danced to the static electricity of the sweater I held her small back She turned around to reach ain I softly touched that place again

“Uu…”

Burying her face infall under ers to caress the centre of her body Her body twitched backwards After several times, it started to become damp

Teardrops surfaced on her eyes again Embarrassment had never ceased, even when—this hat she wished for

I wanted to feelbody Not in a drealo she and I had in the real world into one

“Can I, shi+ori?”

I held her again

“…If I didn’t want it, I would have screamed…”

shi+ori’s thighs relaxed My body naturally went between her thighs

“…because I have promised you already…”

I nodded After ss farther My thing rested on that place on her Her adorable face had already made me full

Pushi+ng the front part a bit inside, shi+ori tre the cape behind her Holding her waist, I slwoly entered her body

In the starting point, the guiding point was done by the wet parts The heating tension rejected my actions immedaitely

“Mm…”

Advancing inwards, shi+ori made an almost inaudible voice Her face tensed and writhed in extreme pain

With her small weak body she accepted the male mody for the first ti Yet shi+ori didn’t back up or escape She bore it all

“I love you, shi+ori”

I said softly to shi+ori, hoping it would be a spell to lessen her pain

“Yui…Yuichi-senpai…Uu…!”

In a flash her body lay flat My thing had gone deep inside So was broken Her war

“Uu…Uuuu…”

shi+ori sobbed and cried

“Are you okay?”

“Do I look okay to you?”

In tears, shi+ori said intermittently with a reddened face, “That’s horrible I hate you the most…”

Even so, shi+ori tried to show a s me off limits

“shi+ori”

I ht, it was co sounds occasionally, but to the very end she didn’t reject me, not even once

I called her na I had in my mind was her, and I reached the ratitude

Let ain

I will never be afraid

I will accept all of you, to the very last moment

And then we opened the lunch box she made

“There’s a lot, so eat as much as you want”

Like she said, it was a stuffed one Except for the cos, and fried shrie It was a packed deluxe lunch box And the fruits were placed inside without being cut The sushi+s were al as softballs

“I ot excited and made a bit too much”

Still, shi+ori didn’t attack the lunch box with usto

I finished the whole lunch box At first I was a bit worried, but after eating several tied somehow

After the hs After that, ent outside

“…Uu, it’s cold”

I raised the collar of ain

“But the air outside is refreshi+ng”

shi+ori looked up at the sky, touching the snowflakes with her cheeks

Looking blankly at the side of her face with her eyes closed, I was shocked

shi+ori’s usual white and even transparent face was now really red Worried, I held her hand

Her small and soft hand was no doubt hot

“Don’t you have a fever, shi+ori?”

“Well…”

“This isn’t the time for that”

I seriously said to the s shi+ori

“Don’t worry It’s only a small one”:

It ht not

Did that episode in the room burdened her body? I injured her because I didn’t take control of my own emotions…

“It’s not what you think”

Readingin

“I’m happy”

She warmed my cold hand with her heated one

“Yuichi-senpai, you treated irl”

“shi+ori…”

“So I have to stay with you today, for the entire day”

“There are stillahead by herself

“Honestly, is it okay?”

“Yeah”

“Don’t push yourself”

“Okay!”

shi+ori nodded, s No matter how I dissuade her, she would push herself I knew this, but I couldn’t win over that smile And today hadn’t ended yet Today was still the dream o held

“Where should we go then?”

“I want to go to the arcade?”

“Oh, do you want to take revenge?”

“I won’t lose today!”

In the end, even though the hed at her, her score was a lot better than zero

Following that, ent to the school

In the school grounds with no one else, we ran to our classrooot excited at doing sohty

The snowflakes falling froot slower, and we arrived at the court

“When I first saw you here wearing causal clothes, it really freaked me out”

“Do I look like this?”

shi+ori put on her cape as she did back then and looked up at the s from the court

“Well, you had someone you want to see when you came here, hadn’t you?”

“Yeah”

“Did you see that person?”

“I saw hi to my wish, that person left from the place behind the s I looked at and ca for him”

“Oh,” I said, getting embarrassed at my own question

In the dusk, we looked at the passing orange clouds, while strolling along the path shaded by trees, the place we first met

“Ayu and I got lost here that created our encounter”

“You’re right I rarely go outside, but that day I had to buy so at the convenience shop”

“I see…”

I had alotten about that, but now I remembered Snow on her head, she blankly…or should I say she sat still, as if scared of so

“That day, I…”

On her htly The heat on her hand beca

The road became wider as we came to the end of the path

Before the sunset, we came to the park we had our first kiss

We silently held hands, looking at the fountain

The night scene had already enshrouded our surroundings, but under the reflection against the snow by the pale illumination, the round plaza carried blue hues

When was the last tiht here?

Probably less than a o, for every day I spent with shi+ori was as ample as half a year

And those last several hours too…

“I’m a bit tired”

shi+ori leaned on me

“Yeah, because alked a lot today”

shi+ori see down I quickly held her

“Hahaha…we did”

“We did a bit too much”

Though I said it like that, I kneasn’t that much Still, shi+ori nodded her assent

“Don’t you regret, Yuichi-senpai?”

shi+ori asked softly,her smile

“Finally, we have come to this day”

“Froret”

Suppressing the ehtened my embrace on shi+ori

“Yuichi-senpai, you’re strong”

“No You’re strong”

shi+ori who could lose her s trully meant

shi+ori slowly shook her head and rolled up her left hand’s sleeve In the centre appeared two blood vessels on her wrist Across the trace

“On the night after I met you and Ayu at that shaded path, I did this to myself”

shi+ori started speaking calmly

“Before that day, I hated myself very much”

Her body eak, poor, only causing others trouble

Compared to her beautiful, clever, and healthy sister, she had nothing

She was said she couldn’t live to her next birthday She didn’t have the right to be sorrowful So she smiled She didn’t want to cause anyone trouble If she lived in this world, she would only cause pain to the people she love So she thought it would have been better if she disappeared earlier

“I went to the convenience store and bought a cutting knife I knoas not necessary, but I also bought a lot of other things And finally because I like the snowing scene I took the longer path”

On her way, she met Yuichi and Ayu

“When the snow fell on , I was very afraid of letting others knohat I was thinking”

“I can understand…”

I finally understood what her face meant that day

“Then that night…I was alone in the house In hts”

She could see nothing She could hear nothing There was no space for thinking She was alone, left alone in this world While she drenched herself in thoughts, she knehat kind of world that aiting her She took out the cutting knife she bought, gripped the yellow handle, and pushed out the sharp blade

Sloith a deep breath, she placed the blade on her left wrist and slashed swiftly

“On my left hand was a red line”

shi+ori stroked on the white, swelled line

“I couldn’t think of anything at that ti”

It was Yuichi-senpai’s and Ayu’s laughter

“They were cheerful voices Hearing theic As if brought along with the voices, I laughed”

For her sister and her faned s time since she had smiled from the bottom of her heart

“When I started, I couldn’t stop I laughed so much my tears wouldn’t stop My left hand was painful After so in sorrow”

After that…

“After laughing and crying, I couldn’t e to cut my wrist”

Froht on, shi+ori’s smile became a true smile

I didn’t say anything like “I understand” and just agreed with her inside

“So I a On that day, if I hadn’tto stay by my side, I would still have taken the same path”

shi+ori’s clear eyes reflected the droplets of the fountain, twinkling

“Perhaps this is a miracle”

It was getting darker, the snow heavier

White snow danced in this white world

“I want to lie down and take a nap…”

As if talking in her sleep, shi+ori said vaguely

“Okay, let me take you to the bench”

shi+ori shook her head weakly to stop round covered with snow

“That’s good”

“But…”

“My body’s hot I want to lie down on the snow It’s cool and comfortable”

“…”

“Because I like snow”

I re similar before, so I did as she said

shi+ori caught in her hands the petal-like snowflakes falling down

“It’s beautiful…”

If this continued, the snoould engulf shi+ori, with her snow-like white skin I lay with half of round beside her The snoas chilly and painful, but now all I could was its comfortable coolness

“Thank you, Yuichi-senpai”

shi+ori’s hand that I held arm now, but…

“I’ ice creaoing to the sa taken to the café”

“Yeah…”

“On that night, I could talk with ”

“Yeah”

“One thing aside, you have made all my wishes come true”

“One thing aside?”

“I only didn’t have the chance to e snowman What a shame”

We looked at each other and smiled

The snoly piled up on our bodies

“It’s called a miracle because it doesn’t happen”

I talked, i her tone

“But I think there are still some possibilities That’s what a miracle really is”

“…”

shi+ori shook her head with a sad smile, but I continued, “So if a miracle does happen…”

Suddenly shi+ori looked up at the clock on the pillar at a corner of the park I looked at it too

After a few minutes, the clock would point to the next day

“After a while, there would only be an age gap of one year between you and me”

“I bought a birthday present for you”

“I’m happy”

“It’s quite expensive”

“But wait, just a little longer”

The hands on the clock slowly, like us, closed their distance,

shi+ori whispered in my arms

“Did I get over it s?”

“Have I kept my smile?”

“Yeah, don’t worry,” I replied, holding her tighter

“…Thanks”

With that, as the hands of the clock landed on each other, so did our lips

Happy birthday

shi+ori

Then the girl I loved said only one thing

“Goodbye, Yuichi-senpai”