C229 (1/2)
”Wan Wan, you're putting yourself down too low.”
Guan Qing said with a sigh. She remembered the first time she saw Ye Wanqing, he was the same as well, humble to the core.
Because of what the others pointed out, she felt that her life had become extremely dark, that she had lost her first and most precious opportunity to study. There was no hope, and she could not find any light.
She didn't know who to blame, and her mother also didn't want to be abandoned by Ye Zhensheng, much less be tortured by illness.
She wanted to keep her mother around for a while longer, so she chose a dark path as the price.
No one could blame her. If she insisted on blaming someone, she could only blame herself for being too greedy but also too useless. She didn't have the ability to protect the people that she wanted to protect.
Therefore, the thing that Ye Wanqing had said to Guan Qing the most during that time was that she felt that she should die.
What was the point of a person like her living in this world, with her life in such a mess and her mother being poked in the spine?
Fortunately, Ye Wanqing was the last patient Guan Qing saw before she retired.
Ye Wanqing's treatment period had not ended and Guan Qing had already retired. Naturally, Ye Wanqing did not receive treatment from another doctor, and not long after she returned home, Guan Qing came to him and said that she could continue to be treated. Ye Wanqing then started to receive treatment again.
Even though it was called treatment, most of the time, Guan Qing was more like a friend to Ye Wanqing.
She would quietly listen to Ye Wanqing's words and communicate with him. She would then grasp the changes in Ye Wanqing's state in real time and quietly give him some pointers.
Just like this, Ye Wanqing spent more than half a year to get better and better.
Now that Ye Wanqing had returned to the starting point, Guan Qing felt that it was a little terrible. Under the same situation, if she used the same treatment, the effects would definitely be greatly reduced.
It was just like when a person experienced the production of antibodies after taking too many drugs. Once the same treatment was used, the patient would have a memory. The next time, the patient would not be so easily inspired.
”Doctor Guan, have you ever met a person from a completely different world from you?”
Ye Wanqing asked softly, his head lowered as he watched the golden sunlight shine onto the back of his fair hands.
The sun was warm, but the dew was cold, and so was her hand.
It had only been a few days, but she seemed to have suffered another round of attacks. Previously, her hands could only be considered slender, but now, they were as thin as a twig.
She was still pumping fluid into the needle, the silver needle poking into the vein at the back of her hand and slowly filling her blood with the cold liquid.
It gave her a strange sense of separation, as if her soul could also be extracted in such a way, as if the next walking corpse was in this world, bearing all the pain and suffering that would follow for herself.
”Wan Wan, in this space, no one and no one else is from two completely different worlds. Even people from different races across the ocean would still be breathing the air of the same planet, wouldn't they?”
With Guan Qing's gentle voice, Ye Wanqing shook his head: ”Doctor Guan, it's not the same.”
Her and Gu Jinyuan's life backgrounds and values were all different. He could throw out tens of millions or even hundreds of millions without batting an eye, yet she had to hesitate to buy clothes worth a few hundred dollars worth of clothes. What he ate was imported fresh food from the air transport, he drank hundreds of thousands of millions of red wine from the cellar, while she ate the homemade stir-fry she cooked, and drank plain water.
Ye Wanqing thought that if she was that far away from Gu Jinyuan, she might be able to cross the Milky Way Galaxy.
She would never be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, and he would never be able to fall off the altar and stay by her side.