Chapter 598 (2/2)
Shi Luo is serious, ”Shao Jingtian, you remember, you are already my person, the whole person is mine, your hand is also my hand, and after a special seal, it is no longer allowed to say that my hand is ugly and disgusting, otherwise I will never finish with you.”
Shao Jingtian's eyes are slightly red, and all kinds of emotions are rolling, ”you...”
He wants to open his mouth, but he doesn't know what to say. He's even more afraid of revealing his emotions as soon as he opens his mouth.
He clenched his lips and calmed down, but he looked at Shiluo.
As if to melt her with her eyes.
When Luo can feel the fluctuation of his mood, want to stretch out his hand, joking and serious way.
”Well, it's my fault to kiss you without your permission. I'll kiss you mine too. Is that fair? My hand will be yours in the future. ”
She handed her hand to Shao Jingtian.
Shao Jingtian looks at her white hand in sharp contrast with her own and smiles.
”Fool.”
”I don't care if you don't kiss me...”
When Luo is about to take his hand back, Shao Jingtian suddenly grabs it and kisses it. Without waiting for the reaction, he hugs it in his arms.
The right hand without prosthetic legs was slowly and slowly put on it, holding it together.
”I remember what you said.”
He will remember later that his hands are not dirty or ugly.
Yes, not dirty, not ugly, not bleeding.
Shao Jingtian saw that bone knife can cause phantom limb pain, which has something to do with his heart and memory.
Every time he saw a bone, a knife or blood, he seemed to go back to that time.
His hand is full of blood and it hurts all the time.
I didn't see a knife or a bone. It would attack from time to time.
Mingming's hand has been cured, but many times in his eyes, that hand is bloody.
Ordinary people can't stand it long ago, but Shao Jingtian has been staying up and using other things to attract attention.
It was not until Shi Luo's book that this situation was relieved.
When he's sick, reading will relieve him, which has always been the case.
When we get to know each other, this situation will ease even better.
But when Luo that time died, let Shao Jingtian's situation repeated.
Shi Luo has come back, but she still experiences amnesia. Now he Shi Luo is stable, and the situation is much better.
But it's not perfect.
From time to time, he looked at his hand, still bleeding.
He didn't have to hold Luo's hand with his right hand. He was afraid that the blood would dye Luo's body.
He is clear about his situation. He believes he can control himself, and he can distinguish reality from illusion. But he thinks of his future marriage plan with Shiluo, and he still wants to contact a psychologist.
He didn't like to see a psychologist because every time he saw it, the scars used to tear again.
It's not a pleasant thing.
If it can be cured, it will be useful, but the experience of these decades shows that it has not been used.
He went through it so many times that he came back disappointed, no matter how good a psychologist he was.
Originally, he intended never to suffer the crime again, not to report the hope, but for the sake of Shiluo, he decided to go.
He was psychologically prepared and didn't expect to go.
Shiluo cured him.
When he was unprepared, Shi Luo wiped the dirty blood that could never be wiped clean with his own hands.
She wiped it clean. Originally, the dirty blood had to come back. When Luo bowed her head, the dirty blood completely faded, and the wound that seemed to never heal also healed.
Because he can't let Shiluo touch the blood, let alone the bone
I can't beat him to death.
Originally, whether it was hallucination or dirty blood was what he thought. If the psychiatrist knew, he would have to analyze his hidden meaning, because Shiluo defeated himself.
But he only knew that it was Shiluo who wiped the dirty blood clean with his own hands, and Shiluo cured him.
Shiluo is still his salvation.
Her attitude made him break the shackles in his heart.