Chapter 181 (1/2)

This is the first time Gu Jingxuan saw Shi Luo himself after the incident.

Gu Jingxuan's whole body is frozen, and his blood flows back.

Time falls... Time falls

I thought I had made enough psychological preparation, but only now did I find that he overestimated himself.

He's not ready. He's still not ready.

Seeing the cool eyes of Shi Luo, Gu Jingxuan's heart is pulled, and his mind is out of control. He remembers the figure in the video sent by doctor Chang.

He thought of the wind that he once hated, and the way that she said she was uncomfortable and cold.

Mingming only saw it once at that time, but he didn't see it again. However, those pictures were deeply engraved in his mind. As time went on, they didn't fade, but became clearer and clearer.

Gu Jingxuan is stiff all over. His heart seems to be strangled by a rope. The more he wants to loosen it, the tighter it is.

He can only tell himself over and over again: it's not her, it's not her.

When he said this to himself, he finally gasped, but his guilt came out of control.

He didn't know, he never knew, the original blood she so uncomfortable, don't know blood so hurt.

He didn't know all the time, so sometimes he didn't need a blood transfusion. It was just a little uncomfortable. But Li Fang said that he could lose. Gu Xiao said that she was OK. She was not afraid to make her brother better.

Looking at Gu Xiao's ruddy complexion, good spirit and good health, and her kindness, he agreed.

He just thought Gu Xiao was ok, so he was moved every time, but he didn't take it seriously.

He never knew that it would cost his life, that it was so painful.

He can't remember the time when it happened, but these days he dreams back in the middle of the night. As long as he falls asleep, he always dreams of her eyes and looks at him in fear.

He was a murderer in her eyes.

Because he is the devil who will kill her, slowly killing her and killing her.

So she was afraid of him.

He was looked at day and night like that, but he couldn't help it. Later, he dreamt that he would become a vampire, suck up the falling blood, and kill her.

Nightmares all night, let him restless, he did not even dare to think when the name.

The name of Shi Luo, after seeing the video, is like gangrene attached to bones, falling in his blood.

The gangrene attached to bones should be removed as soon as possible. He knew this truth, but he could not remove it.

Only when he told himself time and time again that he was paralyzed, could he get peace.

Gu Jingxuan is interrupted by Gu Xiao's crying and pulling.

”Brother, let's go back, I don't want to be here...”

Gu Jingxuan's eyes are dull and moves to Gu Xiao's face.

Gu Jingxuan lost a lot of weight because of nightmares and worries. He didn't think about food and tea and didn't have a good rest.

He is thinner, Gu Xiao is thinner.

Gu Jingxuan's pale face and red eyes were pitiful. In the past, Gu Jingxuan would have been deeply distressed.

But at the moment, he didn't feel distressed, and even thought of the short message that was sent on his neck.

The news was sent by Gu Xiao.

Now, whenever he sees Gu Xiao, he will think of these things uncontrollably in his mind.

Think of SMS content, think of Gu Xiaobai sitting beside the bed, let time fall to save him.

I think of Gu Xiao's sweet words about saving my brother.

Once let him warm warm words, but become distorted ridiculous.

Her ruddy complexion, patting her chest, became so ridiculous in the weak voice of Shi Luo.

Gu Jingxuan can't help but be stunned.

Gu Xiao stepped up, ”brother, did you hear what I said? I want to go back, I don't want to record, mom is still waiting for us to go back, let's go back... ”