s Vol 9 Chapter 8 (2/2)
“Blending in with themortals with mortals … but Di Nai is only a little sanization, which is the easiest thing for us to deal with” Xu Yuan says while waving his feather fan, see totally unconcerned
Qin Yu looks at Uncle Xu
“Don’t worry For the et into action As he’s already using htly waves the feather fan and says with confidence
Qin Yu nods his head with a smile
In the evening of the same day,
Qin Yu is reading a book under a lamp alone Suddenly there are knocks at the door
“So it’s you, father” Qin Yu opens the door of the room He is surprised and very excited to see his father Qin De outside the door According to Xu Yuan’s ruse of using political decoys, the ones staying in Pure Forest Garden are siyuzi are staying in Prince Yu’s Mansion
Qin De nods s the book on the desk, he says with a s?”
“I’m just bored”
Qin Yu immediately sits down on one side Qin De picks the book up and takes a look: “Gain and Loss? This book ritten by an authority on Taoism It can be used as a source of reference indeed”
Qin Yu says with a shake of his head: “Xiuzhenists respect true power, but the longer I stay in this world, thethese books can help me relax a bit” In front of his father, he unconsciously shows his oeakness
Qin Yu is strong-willed It is really unbelievable that a brat who entered the Xiuzhen world not long ago like him has been able to reach his current level
“Yu’er, you should take a good break Don’t keep fighting” Qin De says coly
“Fighting? Father, I don’t want to fight at all, but other people have been forcing ht In the overseas Xiuzhen world, people wanted to kill et killed, I could only kill them!” Qin Yu takes a deep breath
Qin De of course understands this reason He is speechless for a while
“I’ve always believed in the saying ‘the weak let their ideals control their actions, but the strong control their ideals with their actions’!” His expression becomes resolute
“When I’o forwards bravely When my ability doesn’t match e to try again! I definitely won’t let my ideals control my actions, or else … I’ll probably be killed very soon”
Qin Yu’s eyes glitter
“In the underwater Xiuyao world, I didn’t want to kill at first, but I then knew that if I was soft-hearted, I surely wouldn’t be able to keep ainst me So, I had no choice but to be tenacious and frosty!”
“At that ti forweak … I could only recall the happy days in the past and the tith again to keep running for my life I believed there’d eventually be a day when I could free myself”
Qin Yu clenches his fists,their blue veins visible
“Yu’er …” Qin De grabs Qin Yu’s shoulders
“Do I let ainstthat ’s ar Yu, but … Dongfang Nian refused to hand him over If I had been soft-hearted, perhaps even ainst s I had to be ruthless and massacre them”
Qin Yu’s eyes are fierce
“Inmade me suffer I didn’t want to practice but I forced h a li a rainbow after the rain I knew that one day I’d eventually get your approval Your smiles were the rainbow I looked forward to the most”
Qin Yu gives a smile which is like that of a child
“Father, the world of Xiuzhenists is very cruel” He says with a sigh
Qin De only holds his hands without saying anything
“If not for Uncle Lan, I would’ve had to keep fighting and killing people Otherwise … I wouldn’t be able to take revenge even if my relatives were insulted” Qin Yu says in a low voice He feels very grateful to Uncle Lan
Because of Uncle Lan, he has been able to relax a bit and act in accordance with his true feelings
This is a world of the strong If Qin Yu is not the strongest, he can only act against his will
“I didn’t want to kill, to act cold, to be ruthless and to be bloodthirsty, but there was nothing I could do Every time I was alone, I would feel a pain in h it was hard to bear, I had to play it cool on the outside or put on a s face because I’m the tower ot to appear resolute, cold and merciless!”
Qin Yu looks at his father and laughs in a low voice But then he says as if sobbing: “Father, do you kno it feels?”
“I know, Yu’er I know” Qin De’s heart is also in pain
In the past,
Even when experts of the Azure Dragon Palace and the Blue Water Mansion, 2 pohich have been in existence for several thousand years, saw Qin Yu, they all could not help ad that he was determined and cold and that he would even be able to face a collapsing huge ly
The experts such as Azure Dragon, Old Freak Three-Eyed, Reverend Yan Xu and Yi Da have even been living in this kind of environ from when they were little
It is norh and merciless
Qin Yu, however, is different from them He stepped into the underwater Xiuyao world when he was already 20 years old When he was little, he was in the coht by Grandpa Lian He has a kind and passionate nature
However, he became the victim of circumstances
When he was a child, he pushed hiet his father’s approval In the end he was successful and al
Then he went into the underwater Xiuyao world and had to act against his will once more to adapt to this world of Xiuyaoists
“’The weak let their ideals control their actions, but the strong control their ideals with their actions’ If not for this saying supporting my inner world like a column at the bottoo due to being unable to stand acting against my will”
Qin Yu’s eyes glisten with tears After releasing the repressed pain in his heart, he cannot control his emotions
“Yu’er”
Qin De looks at his son, his eh in his heart: “Yu’er, you can’t keep everything at the bottom of your heart Do you understand? You have to tell s at home, and your friends outside Don’t suppress all of them in your heart”
Qin Yu takes a deep breath then gives a smile
“Father, I’ve been lucky to be helped by Uncle Lan If he didn’t help me, that would mean fate is fair to me But … my life is mine so I must be my own master”
Qin Yu stands up and opens the room’s door
“Likewise, I ainst !” Qin Yu’s voice is very unyielding
He walks out of the rooht stars in the sky He talks to hiso I h to protect them!”
“Sh and bloodthirsty, this is how I should be! Weakness and soft-heartedness can only be buried in my heart! Definitely!!!” Qin Yu’s expression becomes even more resolute
End of b9c8