Chapter 348 - Its just play pretend! (1/2)

So, even though it was only words spoken in his state of drunkenness, she softened and stopped fighting against him. Instead, her hands slowly wrapped themselves around his waist.

She moaned softly as his hands loosened while he nibbled at the side of her neck. When he turned her around and pushed her against the door of the closet, he looked her in the eyes and said seriously, "I didn't… betray you... "

Hearing the clear tone in his voice, Jane squinted her eyes as she asked suspiciously, "Are you really drunk?"

Instead of answering, Mo Shaoyun gave her a loopy smile. Without another word, he carried her up and with her legs wrapped around his waist, he pressed her closer to the closet. He then kissed her hard on the lips.

After a while, Jane shook her head, "N-No! I'm angry. At you!"

She tried to push him away but she was weak against his touch and kisses. She hated the taste of alcohol in his mouth but what she hated the most was how intoxicated she was.

She wanted more... And it scared her. She was afraid that this would be just a dream. She was afraid that once she woke up, everything would still be the same.

Soon, she gave up any sort of resistance while he continued to kiss her and touched her. She knew that from his action, he was no longer drunk. At least, not completely.

"I miss you... " murmured Mo Shaoyun as he kissed her collarbone.

Hating herself for being weak, Jane cried, "Why did you leave me then... "

"I'm sorry…" murmured Mo Shaoyun. He kissed and slowly licked the tears away from her face. He had missed this. Every single day, after he saw her at the hospital, he had been dreaming about her. He was going crazy. He even started to hallucinate when he thought he saw her walking around his office building.

He then carried her to the bed. After he gently placed her down on the bed, she covered her eyes as she cried, "It's not fair! I cried for days because of that! How could you just come back whenever you want!"

"I'm sorry, Jane... "

"How could you do this to me!" She cried even harder, to the point her body trembled.

Mo Shaoyun climbed into the bed as well and he pulled her into a hug as he comforted her.

"I was an idiot. I'm sorry, Jane. I should have told you the truth," said Mo Shaoyun as he rubbed her back.

She thumped his chest lightly as she sobbed, "I don't want this… Please don't mess with my mental state... I can't keep doing this..."

Filled with guilt, Mo Shaoyun kissed her on the nose and wiped her tears off before he said, "I'll tell you everything, alright?"

….

Once he was done telling her everything, he had expected her to be understanding and to forgive him. After all, she was never angry at him for long.