Chapter 20 (1/2)
Shen Hanshen silently watched the time go by, but the person he was waiting for still didn't come.
He was holding his cell phone tightly in his hand and frowning. In his heart, he kept thinking, ”do you want to call again! No, I don't want to
He chose to wait in silence, waiting for ye Yinxin, also waiting for the fate.
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”Boom!” At last, the gasoline came to the place where it was on fire. The fire was ignited by the gasoline and swept across the whole driveway. From time to time, there was a scream from nowhere.
In the ruins, ye Yinxin, who had lost consciousness, slowly lost his strength.
At the moment of the car accident, his parents wanted to use their bodies to block all the dangers in front of their daughter, just as they had always done before, holding her tightly with both hands, but now it is slowly falling - like the flowing water, the floating clouds, the blooming flowers, or the past that can't go back.
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Shen Hanshen finally couldn't stay up. His face was covered with deep loneliness, and his eyes were covered with blood. He hardly slept all night yesterday, and he couldn't sleep at all. He tried hard to think a lot, but he couldn't think of anything.
Shen Hanshen input Ye Yinxin's name on his mobile phone again and again, and delete it again and again.
He wanted to apologize to her and explain to her that all those words were meant to stimulate her, and also because he didn't think he was worthy. He wasn't such a clean and pure person, and he didn't deserve the clean and pure Ye Yinxin.
But Shen Han deeply regretted it. Now no matter what she asked him to do, as long as she could forgive him, he would.
Maybe it's too late - now he is an illegitimate son of unknown father whom he despises. His father is so kind to him and has paid so much for him, but he is not his own father.
What he has been spending wantonly turns out to be a love that should not belong to his father.
Now, his mother even wanted him to leave his foster father and return to his so-called biological father.
That night, he remembered every word his father said, he said: ”I am willing, I always know muxue, her heart has never loved me, nor really opened to me. But I am willing, willing to marry her when she is pregnant with you, and also willing to take care of you two for life. Even now, ”the strong man finally burst into tears,” even now, if you want to leave, I don't regret it. ”
However, the more his father said that, the more reluctant Shen Hansheng was to forgive. He could not forgive himself or his mother.
He has never felt his mother as frightening as she is now. Is this stranger really his mother? Over the past ten years, what he has seen, their life of loving each other and respecting each other, is actually the illusion they showed him?
If so, he is willing to be cheated all the time, as long as he is cheated until the end.
”Hehe, she won't forgive me, will she?” The bitterness in Shen Hanshen's heart is overflowing. In his most vulnerable time, the person he most wanted to see didn't come to accompany him.
So, is it time to say goodbye?
”Shen Hanshen!”
A voice suddenly rings out, Shen Hanshen looks back in surprise, Jingting a smiling face appears in front of her eyes.
”It's you?” Shen Hanshen is not happy.
”Why, aren't you happy to see me?” Jingting smiles brightly. She looks at Shen Hanshen's thin luggage and slightly haggard face curiously, ”where are you going?”