Chapter 42 (1/2)
”Qingqing, you have to believe me. I really didn't take off the headdress. I didn't think of my uncle's remarriage. But he said my name and later told me not to want a divorce all my life. Qingqing I told Bo Hao that I would leave as long as Minan came back, but he didn't believe it. He felt that everything I said was hypocritical... ”
At last, Miss cried. She let out her tears.
”Qingqing, I really regret it now. I should take the initiative to improve my marriage from the day when Minan came back. But they both stimulated me and hurt me. When Jing Bohao asked me to sign the divorce agreement, I was stubborn and didn't agree. I was selfish for a moment. I didn't really want to divorce. I just wanted to postpone a few days, but Jing Bohao and he...”
All that day, his possession last night, his hurt, all kinds of things seemed to be cutting her heart.
Mies put her hand over her heart, and it hurt.
It's not that she is too weak, but that she loves too much. After holding back for so long, she can cry all her grievances once.
”Think, you're not wrong, you know? There is nothing wrong with this, even if you never get divorced. Why should you sacrifice your own marriage? ”
”No use, no use, he doesn't love me.” Miss cried out of breath, too sad.
Fang Qingqing understood that emotion can't be forced. Miss was so miserable that she felt uncomfortable in her heart. She was afraid of stimulating him. She put her voice very softly and said carefully, ”since he doesn't love you, what do you think now?”
She heard all their conversations in the restaurant, and she finally understood that these days when she told miss that she had become the happiest woman in the world, she was actually scratching her heart.
She married a man who didn't love herself, and was ridiculed by her husband. Every day she watched her cousin and her husband en'en'ai'ai travel abroad. She could not speak a word except endure all the things and stay in an empty room.
It is not free, go out to eat a meal, meet her husband and cousin can also be ridiculed.
I thought it was miserable enough for her to be abandoned by the slag man. When she returned home, she saw that Mies finally married the God of God, which smoothed her heart. At least, her good sister was happy, but she didn't expect such a result.
”It's not enough for me to be a bad person. I want to be a bad person again. I want to live a new life.”
This does not belong to her marriage, does not love her man, she no longer holds any hope, her love, also should draw an end.
”Let go of the sand we can't hold, and we will lift it!” Fang Qingqing said so.
He he, Mies brought up a bitter smile.
Can not hold the sand on it, still remember when they were reading how straightforward, think everything can be done again, but really met only to know, especially feelings, really not so free and easy.
”Yang I also want to Yang But how can I do it Where to go It's good to cry enough. Miss is in a better mood with a smile.
Fang Qingqing saw the mood is also relaxed a lot, thought to seriously say: ”how about you go abroad?”
”You want me to learn from you and play abroad?”
”Go, I was chasing my lover at the beginning. If you want to go abroad now, you're going abroad. Can you do the same?”
”Fang Qingqing, I'm a sad man now. Is it really OK to hit me like this?” Mith's eyes widened, but not so sad.