Chapter 372 (1/2)

Most of the time, I wonder if we can really see what we are thinking and looking forward to and where we are going. The life we live, the way we become, is decided by the soul or pushed by the outside world.

If you don't have a dream, can you step back and try to understand what you want, what kind of life you want to live and what kind of person you want to be. But too much bondage, too much demand, too much escape, and finally we went through life.

I have to admit that it's too difficult to be myself. Living in the crowd, I have to pay attention to other people's opinions and evaluations, and I have to live as a guard in my heart. When other ideas come out and go against the universal value, the guard instinctively cuts them off. Unfortunately, you may not understand what's wrong, but you always feel anger in your heart.

”You dare to try with me. If you change your environment and identity, you will see if you will indulge in pleasure and forget your ideals.” Yu Xuanji said to Tianxing.

”Well, try it.” Fang Tianxing said to him.

Soon he took Fang Tianxing to a room, which was obviously a woman's room. She asked Fang Tianxing to lie on the bed. Instead of listening to Yu Xuanji, Fang Tianxing sat down on the chair and said to her, ”let's start.”

Yu Xuanji creates a dream for Fang Tianxing. Fang Tianxing feels that he has come to another world. In this world, there is no network literature, and even words do not exist in the world. People live as usual, which is no different from ordinary life.

Fang Tianxing was born in a country here and became the only heir of the country. However, he always felt that he was missing something. He didn't have to update his works every day and didn't feel happy after hard work.

However, he doubted whether there was a creative instinct in his soul. Although restrained by his living environment, that instinct grew as tenaciously as a tumor in a living organ, which eventually controlled his whole life and forced him to take action involuntarily.

Fang Tianxing is the young master of the country. As an adult, she married Yu Xuanji, the most beautiful woman in the country. She is so gentle, considerate and beautiful. She can get such a beautiful woman as her companion. With the huge power in the country, she is the peak of life that many men dream of. But Fang Tianxing always feels that it is not good to spend her life like this.

”I recognize the social value of this life, and I see its orderly happiness, but there is a strong desire in my blood for a more unrestrained journey. My heart longs for something that enables people in the world to exchange emotions and understand each other's will. ” Fang Tianxing said to Yu Xuanji.

Yu Xuanji desperately wants to let Fang Tianxing indulge in this happy life, and tries every means to bring him extreme cheerfulness. However, Fang Tianxing always feels dissatisfied. Fang Tianxing often feels that the language is too lonely and pale. He was full of melancholy and emotion, but he had nothing to say when he spoke.

Do what you want to do the most, live in the environment you love, be indifferent and peaceful, and stand aloof from the world. Is this a waste of yourself? Is it success to become famous and marry a beautiful wife? Fang Tianxing thinks that it all depends on how a person views the meaning of life, what he thinks he should do to the world and what he wants from himself.

Fang Tianxing left the country's palace and went to the wild. He thought hard day and night to find the meaning he was striving for.