Chapter 338 (1/2)
Lian Qiurong wanted to say something more. Chang FA said to Lian Qiurong, ”I knew you and that classmate were acting. I don't care what you do today. Go back to bed early.”
Lian Qiurong's layout was suddenly seen through by Chang FA. He felt ashamed and ran away, but his foot hurt just right. Suddenly he couldn't control himself and had to fall to the ground. Seeing that Lian Qiurong is about to fall, Chang FA can't help running to help her.
Lian Qiurong thought that she would fall, but she didn't expect that Chang FA helped her. She just felt that Chang FA's embrace was so warm, like a person who could be entrusted for life in her dream.
Chang FA subconsciously holds Lian Qiurong and finds that he can't control his emotions. He is still moved. Chang FA hates himself very much. It's time to give up hating himself. He will only bring pain to the woman he loves. LAN Yueer is the best example.
Chang FA let go of Lian Qiurong, turned around, turned his back to her and said, ”don't come here any more. Go home quickly.”
Lian Qiurong looked at Chang FA's back and said stubbornly, ”do you like me? Sooner or later, you will want to see me.”
Chang FA did not dare to look back, but strode away from here. Lian Qiurong took a taxi and got on the bus home.
Chang FA went back to the Lord's mansion, where he still had a lot of official business to deal with. He devoted himself to the cause of rejuvenating Hua'an city. He lived and ate in the Lord's mansion. When he woke up, he was dealing with official business. Let alone 996, Chang FA's job was at least 007. But he refused to drag everyone into the mire of struggle. Not everyone wants to live like this.
It's like a person who is deeply in pain wants to let the world share his pain, or even maliciously wants to let others bear more intense pain and make himself feel happy.
Chang FA knows that most of the people in this world are ordinary people. They have neither their own career nor any praiseworthy work. What they have is to be with their families and enjoy the happiness of their family.
As the so-called elite, it is to protect the happiness of ordinary people, so that ordinary people can live a happy life. This is the responsibility of Hua'an city manager.
Chang FA only feels irritable and unable to suppress his emotions. He just feels that he can't restrain his yearning. He feels very helpless. In the past, he would only suppress rather than eliminate his own reactions. However, the more depressed his emotions are, the more likely he will rebound and the more serious the consequences will be.
Face up to the fact that you have feelings, but also face up to the fact that you can't handle them well. Try not to treat them as problems and accept them. Only in this way can you relieve yourself.
However, Chang FA is now the leader of Hua'an city. He can't be criticized by others for his every move. Once he is said to be a moral problem, he will lose the support of the people and cause a huge decline in his reputation.
People need their leaders to be perfect. Once they find any blemish, they will lose their image in their hearts, lose their leadership prestige and fall from the altar.
Chang FA doesn't dare to think how much trouble it will cause if he and Lian Qiurong are together, and the way to stop this is to completely stop thinking about her and completely cut off her relationship with herself.
Chang FA forces himself to calm down, but it's hard to suppress. So he comes up with an idea. He asks his assistant to buy two bottles of wine. Although the assistant doubts that Chang FA doesn't have the habit of drinking at ordinary times and doesn't need to entertain guests recently, he buys the wine back and Chang FA lets him go out.