Chapter 217 (1/2)
Chang FA wakes up and feels sharp pain. He opens his eyes and sees uncle Dafeng at his bedside. He looks at Chang FA lovingly. Seeing that Chang FA wakes up, uncle Dafeng brings a bowl of porridge and says to Chang FA, ”son, you wake up. Come and have a bowl of porridge.”
Chang FA was very depressed in his heart and said discontentedly, ”I don't drink it, I can't drink it.”
Chang FA doesn't want to see Uncle Dafeng looking at him. He is depressed. Even if he is reborn, he can't change his fate. His father is still dead. Even if he is aware, he can't change his fate.
Uncle Dafeng looks at Chang FA. He is surprised that Chang FA can know that his father will have an accident, but he still can't save his father. But this has surprised uncle Dafeng enough. He went to Chang FA's side and said to him, ”it's confirmed that your father died in the sea. The bully will soon ask for the money borrowed from the original fishing boat. Your mother can't stand it alone.”
Often thought of his mother, can't help but cry, but think of the result of rescuing his father before, he said dejectedly: ”it's useless, even if I can predict the past, but it's useless, can't change anything.”
”Child, I don't know what happened to you, but I hope you can cheer up and live well. In any case, you can have the ability to predict the future, which is one step ahead of others. Although some things can't be changed, there are always some things that can be changed. ” Uncle Dafeng patted Chang FA on the shoulder and said with a sigh.
Although Chang FA was a little annoyed, he got up and went to the table to drink the bowl of porridge. Seeing that Chang FA could drink the porridge, uncle Dafeng nodded happily outside the door.
After eating congee, Chang FA felt some warmth in his stomach. He went home quickly and found his mother sitting on the ground dejectedly. The house seemed to have been ransacked. The furniture was scattered on the ground, and the only decent things were smashed to pieces.
Chang FA raised his mother and helped her pat the dust on her body. His mother's expression was dull, and his father's death hit him a lot. Yesterday, someone told her husband that he was dead at sea. At first, he didn't believe it. But soon the news came that the village bully came to ask for a debt. Although her husband was dead, he had to pay back the money for the fishing boat.
These two successive blows made Chang FA's mother lose the courage to survive. She seemed to lose her soul and kept saying, ”how can you die, how can you leave me alone?”
Chang FA helped his mother up and let her sit in a chair. When he lifted up the table and chair on the ground, Chang FA went to the kitchen to burn some hot water. After he finished the water, Chang FA saw that his mother was still sitting on the chair, not moving half a minute. Chang FA went over and wanted to feed her mother, but her mother didn't open her mouth. She just talked about why she left her.
Chang FA reluctantly put down the bowl and said to his mother, ”mother, please cheer up. It's my fault that you can't save my father. My father gave me the chance to have a life. Before sending me away, my father gave me the Ping'an Fu. He said that you gave it to him before you left. He begged with a blind fortune teller for three months. He wanted us to live well.”
Seeing the peace talisman, Chang FA's mother flashed a look in her eyes. She asked Chang FA for it from the blind fortune teller and gave it to his father before he went out to sea. She told him to take it with him. Although she knew that the deceitful thing of the Taoist in the river and lake could not play any role, the peace talisman could only make people feel at ease. If prayer was useful, Where in the world there are so many joys and sorrows, can not play any role.
Chang FA's mother seized the peace talisman and tore it to pieces. She said angrily, ”this peace talisman is useless at all. Let's go to the blind fortune teller to settle accounts!”
Chang FA also said: ”yes, let's go to the blind fortune teller.”