Chapter 272 (1/2)
It was not until in the wilderness outside the town that Che Ling Jun stopped on a high hill.
”Che Lingjun, you -- you don't seem happy?” Guan Xiaoyu asked. She felt that she should speak first.
Che Lingjun puts Cui Yi under a big tree. He suddenly turns around and walks to Guan Xiaoyu and holds her chin. The sudden action made Guan Xiaoyu jump.
A pair of star Mou doubt and slightly with panic to look at the man in front of him, waiting for him to speak. However, Che Lingjun always pursed his lips tightly. His eyes lingered on Guan Xiaoyu's face, but he didn't want to reveal a word.
”Che Lingjun, what are you trying to say?” Guan Xiaoyu finally couldn't help it. With a wave of her hand, she opened Che Lingjun's hand and stepped back two steps.
Her chest heaved rapidly, and she said hastily, ”are you trying your best to find me, just to look at me with such gloomy eyes, until I get hairy? What on earth do you have to say? Why don't you say it? ”
If she said that in a continuous way, somehow, she was a little aggrieved: ”if I knew that, I should not even think about finding you!”
Che Lingjun frowned again and asked in a cold voice, ”what did you say? So you didn't want to see me? It seems that I'm being sentimental again! ”
”I...” Guan Xiaoyu covered her mouth and knew that she had made a mistake.
She also remembers that when she was in lingxiaotian, she said to Che Lingjun that she didn't want to see him. I thought that the sweet experience after that would make Che Lingjun forget the unpleasant time, but he still remembered it and cared about it!
”It doesn't mean that, I...” under the palm of my hand, Guan Xiaoyu's lips wriggled and explained softly. Because she was afraid that a big voice, tears will be very disheartened to slide down her face.
But, although she endured, the tears still flowed down.
This time, Guan Xiaoyu was shocked.
She was not surprised at what Che Lingjun said, but at how deeply he discovered it.
”What you change is not only your appearance and the nature of your aura,” Che Lingjun said slowly. ”What makes me puzzled and worried is your temperament.”
Guan Xiaoyu lowers her head.
”According to you before, you will never help me kill those people rashly, even if you know they can't stay. And when you see those servants that I killed, you don't feel the same. You don't persuade me not to kill innocent people like before Speaking of this, Che Lingjun stopped.
Guan Xiaoyu murmured, ”no, they couldn't have stayed. Before I was on the battlefield, didn't I show no mercy? ”
”Not the same!” Che Lingjun said firmly, ”at that time you were wearing a mask, not the real you, but now you take off the mask, but still cold-blooded!”
”Cold blooded?”
”Yes, maybe you don't know. When you talk about killing, there is a white light in your eyes.”
Guan Xiaoyu shivered“ White light... Is it, is it... ”
”So it's not me, it's you. You should tell me what happened to you after that day and why it became like this. I think, you know. And I'm afraid that's why you don't want to see me. ”
Guan Xiaoyu's head is lower.
”Why do you want to know? Maybe it's better if you don't know... In fact, I want to see you, just to tell you -- ”
”Someone wants to use me!” Che Lingjun said the second half of the sentence for her, ”right? But I don't need your warning. After you disappeared, something happened in Yemo country, which made me notice the turbulence in Canglang. So I don't need you to remind me
”Is it?” Guan Xiaoyu said softly, ”then I can rest assured.” With these words, she closed her mouth and didn't want to say anything more.
After waiting for a while, Che Lingjun suddenly said, ”Guan Xiaoyu, haven't you ever thought about why I asked you those things? Do you think I only ask you because of ordinary concern or just curiosity? Even through what you have experienced; To judge whether I should still be with you instead of kicking you away? What do you think is our relationship? friend? A couple? Secret lover? We are husband and wife! Husband and wife is to help each other through the life of people, share happiness, pain and danger! Husband and wife should trust each other and treat each other honestly, instead of taking the pain and danger alone—— It's not a couple, not even a partner! I hope you can tell me what happened. It's better for me to face good and bad things together than for you to face them alone, isn't it? ”
The end of the words disappeared in the vast night, leaving only the wind whining on the grass, the chirping of insects in the grass. Che Lingjun's eyes were still eagerly looking at Guan Xiaoyu, but Guan Xiaoyu was still hesitating and refused to speak.
”Guan Xiaoyu!” Che Lingjun urged softly. He has never been more eager than he is today.
Guan Xiaoyu finally raised her head.
The clouds dispersed. The moon peeped out from behind the clouds. The bright moonlight shines on Guan Xiaoyu's eyes, which makes her eyes bright, but also reflects the mist in her eyes.
”It's enough to have Che Lingjun as your husband for a lifetime...” Guan Xiaoyu said softly as her tears fell.