Chapter 72 (1/2)

4 (2) – 13

Ca musicians were released and went their separate ways, she still couldn't recall saying anything then Nicole orried, but she couldn't even summon the willpower to reassure her that she was okay

She just wanted to be alone

As soon as they reached the Lörrich mansion, Camilla looked for a place to be on her own

Nicole would be in the rooiven Who knows just ould find her if she went to the balcony again Just where could she go in the mansion that no one would think to look for her?

The feelings inside her seemed to overflow more and more with every step she took

Camilla knew just hoas that the world saw her

Camilla knew that people saw her as a stupid woman, who obsessively fell down the path of a foolish love

A love that would never come true for her

Still, Camilla had pridefully stuck out her chest, confident in the belief that what she felt was true love

But right now, Camilla was at her lowest point She knew that her heart was standing on a knife's edge

– Why?

Her body felt wracked with doubt

– Why is Lord Alois so kind to ently

When she first caly toad, someone ould abuse and terrorize her at a whi to know him better, she came to know that he wasn't an awful man

Alois would take care of Camilla She would beafter Prince Julian

She knew that

– Just why couldn't Lord Alois have been the one I fell in love with instead?

But she couldn't change her feelings The love Camilla had held for Prince Julian for over a decade was not so so easily undone

– If that's the case…

She breathed out Camilla realized that the heart which she had poured out in love was shattered, like the remains of Victor's violin in the snow

– If that's the case, I wish I had never been in love at all

– I wish I had always been alone

When Alois left Ca for him

“Yo Camilla wasn't there, huh?”

“I don't knohere she is…”

Nicole had told him that Camilla wasn't in her room