Chapter 1 - Death (2/2)

”I'm sorry, but I have no choice. You must decide. While I can give you wishes, you can't wish something that related to your old world. Your ties with it already being severed. Right now, you have no tie and connection again with that. Your fate is undecided right now, your new fate and destiny.”

I let out a long and heavy sigh. All of this makes my head hurt.

”…Alright. Although I'm still not like it, this must be done. But… will my new life makes me happy?”

”I assure you, this new life of yours is filled with happy memories. We god always ensure that to our VIP soul.”

She says that while giving me a confident smile.

”Right… then, how many wishes I have?”

”Too decent if I can say. It's like you spoil me.”

She just laughs nervously. But I tiredly sigh to let it go before it become too long and doesn't end well. I don't want that to happen. It's suck that I have to leave my sister alone and make her continue life without me but… there is something that bothers me.

”Before I make a wish. I wanna ask something.”

”Sure, you can. What is it?”

”How's my sister condition will be after this? If possible, can you… give her a happy life and maybe… make her forget about me? Erase her memories of me. Please…”

I request that with a sad expression on my face. She gives me a sympathetic face and nods while sighing. That's makes me a bit happy and formed a small smile. Maybe a bitter smile because I had to make such a request to her.

Although it makes me relieved a bit. I did that because don't want her to keep remember the sad thing that her brother isn't with her anymore. Moreover, I don't want to be remembered died and make her guilty all the time. Better for her to forget about me and have a new happy life.

”Okay then, I'll gladly grant your request.”

”Ah, then one of my wishes is being used. So, four wishes left…?”

”No no no. Think about it as an exception. Also, know this… because I give you five wishes, there will be compensation for it. Think of it as an equivalent exchange for that. A fair trade for those wishes I'll grant you.”

Now, I didn't expect this. Sounds from it makes sense. There's no way she giving it to me for free.

”…The compensation, what it will be?”

”Your memories. All of the memories of your past life. That's the price or compensation that you will have to give to me. How's what? Fairtrade since you can't give me your life or anything because you've already died.”

I thinking about it a bit. What she said is makes sense and sounds fair. Since I've already died, I can't offer anything other than my memories and my soul are out of the question because that is the most important thing to have for me to be revived in the new world.

When I'm about to nod, I hesitated a bit. Still unsure and think properly about it. Forgot all the memories about my old life and world is really… dangerous yet I don't have any choice other than that. Maybe this is my chance to be happy? Although it seems stupid for me to easily forgot about my old life.

But it seems I have no choice.

”Okay. I agree. Let's do it. Revive me into that new world and give me a new life.”

That makes the god in front of me, smiled. A beautiful smile and feels warm, but she nodded in understanding and giving me a slip of paper. There is also a pen, which makes me confused and looks at her.

”E-Ehm… is this…?”

She blinked.

”Oh, I gave you five wishes and you can write it here. Please think carefully about what you wish, since it cannot be undone. There a case like that in the past and they blame me when it's actually their faults.”

She sighed tiredly while shaking her head. I just trying to ignore it while writing what wishes I want to into the paper. I musn't care less about this and very carefully. Don't want something stupid happens to me, right? Normal and smart people would very cautious.

Oh right, recently I'm watching and reading those so-called anime and manga from japan. Some friends or acquaintances I meet recommended me to follow that. Although I'm into a game too, only limited to free and dating sim game.

I'm not addicted to them. It's scary…

”And done…!”

What did I wish? Here is the list!

1. Life becomes like dating sim game but an a.d.u.l.t version

2. Godly luck

3. Copying abilities/skills

4. Always get a happy life and ending

5. Infinite money

Yep. A simple wish. And with that, I give it to the god in front of me. She read it carefully, inspecting it and maybe make a comment about my wishes. All I want is happy for me. I wanna be happy and not feels that kind of memories again in my new life.

”Hm… okay, I approve of this. Oh right, you're not revived but actually being reincarnated. You will have a new life and your previous world memories will be erased but you still keep memories that related to me and this place.”

”…Fair enough.”

With that, the next thing I knew, a bright light covers my view and makes me can't see anything again.