Chapter 817 (1/2)

Qin Yi had a long dream.

I don't know why, she felt very uncomfortable, but she couldn't say where. She couldn't help curling up, like returning to her mother's arms.

Time seems to go back.

She saw the little house in California where she and Mommy lived. The front of the house was full of flowers. On the flat lawn, a little baby chuckled and crawled around, making herself covered with grass crumbs, but she was never tired of it.

”Mianmian, come here, come to Mommy.” Mommy sat not far away, smiling and waving to the baby.

When the baby heard the call, he looked up and saw that mommy showed a toothless smile and raised her fat claw.

”Look at you, you're covered in grass, like a little monkey.”

Mummy nods the little baby's nose angrily. The little baby is shy and goes into her mother's arms. She seems to know that she is shy. She can't help laughing. She gently and patiently tells her that she can't climb around and the lawn may cut her hand.

Little baby hem and haw, do not know if you understand.

This kind of life is leisurely. It seems that after a few years, the baby gradually has the memory, but has already forgotten the happiness of the baby. From the memory, the mother's body seems to be not good and seldom goes out. Sometimes she gets up in the middle of the night to urinate, and she will see her mother turning on the desk lamp and writing something on the desk.

”Mommy...”

Mummy raised her head, and a gentle smile appeared on her pale face, ”mianmianmian, why don't you call mummy up?”

Her face is slightly red, she is already a big child, get up to pee without the help of mummy.

Mummy seemed to know what she was thinking and laughed again, ”go to sleep.”

”Why doesn't Mommy sleep?”

”Mommy can't sleep. Honey, go to bed. Mommy will be fine in a minute.”

She didn't know until her mother died that she was in poor health. She was worried about her daughter's future life. She worked all night to earn money.

”Mommy.”

”Well?”

After struggling for a long time, she couldn't help asking, ”do I have a father?”

Mummy was stunned. Suddenly she coughed violently, and her tears came down.

She panicked, thinking that she was greedy for a father she didn't know. She hugged her thigh and said, ”Mommy, I don't want dad anymore. I just want mommy. I love Mommy, but I don't love Dad...”

Mummy was in tears, holding her and saying sorry.

After that, mummy's body deteriorated rapidly, and she could not get up in a few days. The doctor gave a pessimistic diagnosis and suggested that she should be hospitalized. However, mummy refused the doctor's suggestion and insisted on leaving the hospital and went home to spend the last time with her.

One day, mummy held her and whispered for a long time, but she had no impression.

Now, at last, she heard it clearly.

”Mianmianmian, mummy is going to find your father. I'm really sorry. Mummy thought I could stay with you longer. I'm sorry. I don't know if you'll blame mummy and your father. Your father is a great man. He used his own life to exchange for us to survive. He knows that you are very happy. He is such a reserved person and laughs like a fool. Mummy doesn't regret meeting him. The meaning of my life's love doesn't lie in how long we have been together. I'm happy with him. He regards me as a life. Even if it's only a few months, there's no regret in this life. Only mummy and he are sorry for you and can't grow up with you. There is not much that mommy can give you. I just hope that she can give you independence and courage. No matter what people and things happen, you must be independent and go on bravely. ”

Mummy gradually disappeared in front of her eyes. She couldn't catch her. She cried in situ for a long time, but she still didn't come back. It seemed that she was the only one in the world. She finally realized that mummy would never come back again

Go on

But what will happen if we go on?

She felt as if she had forgotten something else, Mommy? Father?

No, there's something else.

What is it?