Chapter 674 (1/2)
When Shi Yu returned to his residence, it was already dark. The living room was dark, and the lights came on. Suddenly, she saw Shiwei sitting on the sofa, like a sculpture, motionless, and did not know how long she had been sitting.
Seeing that he didn't follow Xiao Li behind him, Shi Wei understood what was going on, ”did you go to find her?”
When the rain put down the key, mmm.
”How is she?”
”Not bad.” Shi Yu looked at her: ”I am ready to make a guarantee for Xiaoyi.”
Shi Wei lowered her eyes and after a while said, ”what if I don't want you to do this?”
”Why?”
”I have nothing but you, and she has everything. I'm not comfortable.” When Wei turned away her face, looking at the increasingly thick night outside, people could not see the expression on her face.
Shi Yu walked over and sat beside her: ”I'm sorry, if I could be independent earlier, I wouldn't leave you a broken home.”
He always felt that he was lack of emotion, and his emotions and desires seemed to be taken away from him. He looked at the world coldly and could not feel the personnel that could move him. He could imitate normal people, but he could not experience it personally.
The medical description of an autistic is to live in his own world, and that's how he feels.
He can see the seven emotions and six desires in front of him, but always like a layer of film.
So in those years, his family died of illness and his parents were seriously ill. He was very slow to respond. Until his parents passed away, he realized what he had lost.
If he had realized this earlier, his parents would not have been so exhausted as long as he had been earlier.
He was supposed to be the spine of the family, but he got up too late
Shi Wei's eyes turned red. ”What responsibility do you take? If you want to blame me, I should not listen to you and go to the United States to study, so that I will not meet those people and things will not happen. Our family will always be together... ”
She sobbed, if she had not been willful, obediently stayed by her parents, accompany her brother to school.
”Parents don't blame you.”
Shi Wei repressed her crying and her pain. In those desperate years, she lost her close relatives, lost her light, lost her once beautiful life, and exhausted her life-long strength, which she could not achieve.
It's really hard for her to struggle alone
After a long time, her trembling shoulders gradually calmed down, still buried head silent, when the rain quietly sat beside her, small living room filled with silent sadness.
After a long time, she raised her eyes, red, hoarse voice almost out of tune, ”brother, I want to go out for a walk.”
”To where?”
”I don't know. I'll go wherever I want. I can't do anything here. I'm like a waste man.”
”When do you leave?”
”Tomorrow.”
The rain was quiet for two seconds and whispered, ”good.”