Chapter 90: Her Feelings (2/2)

He might say that he is covered with hard scales, but his scales are comfortable for me.

My skin turned very hard after drinking his blood, so I can bear his scales.

I just like to… hug him.

Ad he had never minded when I do… even though he should feel weirded out or something, he doesn't…

Well, we are both from Earth it seems… but he had a very different life than me.

Perhaps due to this, he has such a strong spirit, something that… I lack.

When I am at his side, I feel like I want to live more.

That I want to believe in myself…

Because I know that Drake is with me.

I want to keep striving forward and to keep growing stronger…

When we are together, we'll be unstoppable!

Yeah…

But… there's something else…

The Mold is not going away…

He told me that… I needed to consider things.

It was part of my soul.

It seems that the Mold itself is… me?

He said that it is a soul with two minds.

So if we try to destroy the other mind, it might end up damaging my soul terribly. And Drake doesn't know if he would be able to heal another person's soul as he can do it with himself, he says that he might be able to do it with his own soul due to his special abilities.

So I don't really know what to do with all of this…

What should I do, Drake?

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I think we should try, right?

Maybe…

Perhaps…

But it seems like Miranda is slumbering, Drake hit her hard.

I hope that through this slumber, maybe she can change her ways?

It is too rare for someone to learn their lesson after being beaten…

Maybe she will keep being the same, or maybe she will change.

Whatever is the case… I guess we'll have to see what's going to happen someday.

But just as I said earlier, when I am with Drake, I feel like I want to live.

When I am with him… I really want to live more to enjoy things more and… explore the world and grow stronger.

He always says that there are many dangers in the world, so we have to be careful and train more too!

But…

I have been trying to suppress this…

These feelings…

I think I've developed more feelings for Drake than simply friendship…

I don't know how to explain it… Even more when we consider we are different traces, completely different…

I mean, he is a giant ice dragon, a being considered a monster in some cases… he also has a completely different body type than me.

And I am an ice giant… a humanoid being… we don't match at all.

It might even come out as super weird…

But I can't help but have these feelings for him… Perhaps I don't find his body sexually attractive, but I feel like he is a beautiful dragon… and that his heart, his feelings, and his personality are all… so beautiful.

So I can't help but… love him.

Is it too soon? Maybe too sudden?

I don't know… I am simply being honest with my heart…

I love Drake…

But I can't say this… I can't… possibly say this ever in my life.

We are virtually different species, we can't do any adult stuff either.

We are… simply that…

We can't develop this… It is impossible…

And it makes me… so sad.

So… sad…

But I keep this hidden from him, and I smile because I know he likes my smile…

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