Chapter 11: Agonizing Life, Bitter Death (1/2)

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Why no one loves me?

I always tried to be liked.

To find a family.

To find someone that could love me as a family.

I just wanted to feel the warmth of love.

But it seemed that it was always a fake love.

I never… found anyone that loved me.

I was… thrown into this world.

And since the first day that I remember having a slight amount of consciousness that I have lived in agony and pain.

Since I was a baby that they injected me with things, that they experimented with me, that they used me for whatever strange experiments these people were doing.

The only thing I always dreamed of was for this pain to end.

I once heard about one of these people in lab coats about having a family.

They said that their daughter loved them and that it was going to be their birthday.

Through the collective consciousness of my strange capabilities, I found out what was a family all about.

But this collective consciousness could not give me what I wanted, they were devoid of emotions, cold, and even unalive.

I wanted a family too…

I wanted to not suffer anymore… to be loved.

How can I find someone that can love me?

Please…

I wanted to escape from this place.

Please…

Someone save me…

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But no one ever came.

I had to escape myself.

As I grew older, my capabilities intensified.

These people were not able to contain me anymore.

Their own creation finally found a way to fight back.

I enjoyed strangling their bodies and filling them with the black ooze they filled my bloodstreams with.

As they agonized and screamed, I converted them into mindless servants and used them to escape.

I was finally freed from this world.

Only for a new and scarier one to emerge before me.

Freedom… Was not as I thought.

Anywhere I went, they would chase me.

I was not able to live normally, as they would always try to come and kill me.

I was a monster.

They called me a demon, even.

What was I even?

Now that I think about it, I never truly knew what I really was.

I simply had these powers they injected me with when I was a mere baby.

I was nothing but a test subject to them.

My life did not even matter.

And now that I escape, they seek me.

They say that I am a monster, that I do not belong to this world.

I just want to live in peace… I want to have a family.

One day I found a family, a nice family.

They treated me well.

But there was something that I could not really understand.

Why were they so afraid of me?

I was trying to be nice.

Why are they looking at me like that?

I did not do anything wrong…

So frustrating…

STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!

Why do you fear me?!

I am nice!

I am a nice person!

I am trying to help you!

STOP SCREAMING!