Chapter 186 (1/2)

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the two husband and wife had a good discussion here. Zheng Zhongwen, on the other hand, had entered the mansion and was led directly by Si Yuan to the bamboo pavilion where Yin Yixuan lives.

The door opened and a bitter smell of medicine came. Zheng Zhongwen frowned and stepped in quickly. As soon as he entered the room, he saw Yin Yixuan lying on the bed, staring at the top of the tent with his eyes open.

He quickly walked to the bed and sat down. He said to Yin Yixuan, ”Yixuan, how do you feel?”

Yin Yixuan's inanimate eyes turned for a moment, and looked sideways at Zheng Zhongwen. He said with a wry smile, ”here you are!”

Looking at his friend's haggard face, he also felt bitter in his heart: ”Why are you? Everyone has their own fate. What's the use of you tormenting your body like this? She won't know or appreciate you falling in love with you. Why do you have to -- ”

Yin Yixuan sits up on his elbow and leans against the soft pillow behind him, sighing:” you don't understand that as soon as I close my eyes, I can see the picture of her falling into a cliff in front of my eyes. I hate myself so much. Why is it so useless? I can't even protect the woman I like, so open my eyes Looking at her, looking at her - ”when he bit his lips, his dry lips were bleeding immediately. He tasted the sweet smell. He didn't know what the pain was. No matter how painful it was, it couldn't match the pain in his heart.

”She's not dead!” Zheng Zhongwen blurted out.

Yin Yixuan quickly raised his eyes, looked at Zheng Zhongwen in front of him, and asked, ”what do you say?”

”I said she wasn't dead, she was still alive, still alive!” He looked into Yin Yixuan's eyes and said in one word.

Yin Yixuan sat up straight, grabbed Zheng Zhongwen's arm, tightly, exhausted his whole body's strength: ”what are you talking about? Didn't lie to me? ”