Chapter 36 - Losing it. (2/2)

She did not reply and stomped off her feet, going down in furry. She's not in the mood to talk to that doll!

"The world is really unfair," she said huffing, her heart bursting with anger.

Her beauty is the product of plastic surgeries, years of proper diet and exercise, and years of hard work and discipline.

Sure she was born with a pretty face, but not pretty enough to become a model, not pretty enough to become the muse of her class on her fifth grade, she's pretty but still not enough.

She held her tears back, it's not because she is feeling pity for herself that she's crying instead it is because of anger, frustration, and envy.

She's already successful, right? Yet why does she always feel like a loser?

People saw her success but not what she has been through, the heartaches, depression, and self-harm she withstood in order to get to the top.

All the rumors about her are true, even the latest one. She's dating a drug lord but even that man she thought she can trust just used her!

She hugs her stomach, giving her an imaginary comfort. Hot tears began to fall down on her face. Her make up is now a mess with all the smudges.

She cried for a few minutes and then stopped...after a while, she started to laugh hysterically.

'Why didn't I think of that?' she showed a menacing smirk, the drugs she's been using is now affecting her cognitive reasoning. What she suddenly planned is beyond a person's imagination...

She searched for her bag, getting her always ready aphrodisiac, one of the most powerful ones. Guess her drug lord ex-boyfriend, Wang Lei, is not totally useless.