Chapter 197 (1/2)

Andy held the thick Introduction to Magic Potions book, he felt nervous as he stood outside Benjamin’s tent

He was different froes, unlike everyone else he didn’t travel to the town of Crewe after he becae The town of Creas already his hoes, and was pulled into a e, they decided to spare his life out of pity, and instead decided to teach hiroup, despite the fact the whole thing had been an accident

However, even with this weird way of becoe, Andy didn’t feel any discontent towards any of the other e Group, he could never feel discontent towards the only reality that had anyto him

Joanna always said that his vieere very pessiree

After Benjaes behaved like they found their life’s goal - meditation, co spell, and joined the h he should be rejoicing like the others, eyes glea in expectation of the future However, he felt at an inexplicable loss

Throughout the entire gateway attack, he had only released a single fireball with Joanna at the right at the start of it Then he waited outside, and the gateas later clai, it was like he did nothing, Andy still felt an emptiness inside his heart

It was like it didn’t make a difference to the others whether or not he existed

This feeling of loss becae of tiical creatures, the others had rejoiced in their victory, but he felt only chaos He felt as though he was , unable to keep up with the others So roup, thinking he didn’t deserve to continue being in the team

After all, if everyone was rushi+ng towards the saet left behind

Until he flipped open the Introduction to Magic Potions book, he always had a sense of incoh the book and threw it aside, saying ”How boring”, ”Too complicated”, ”Seems useless” But when he picked the book up, note that it was only because Benjamin wanted them to read it, he was absolutely excited to try it and contribute to the others in his own unique way – he wanted to be part of that group

”Magic potions rank higher than ic”

What was interesting was that upon reading that sentence, he didn’t feel any sense of surprise or confusion He only felt that the person rote it must have been very discontented; he could even think about it - a resentfula fountain pen and writing the first sentence of the book on the yellowing draft paper

Andy had an odd feeling, this was certainly an ”interesting” book

The contents of the rest of the book, slowly pulled hiical creatures, granting strength to an originally weak hue for half a year, felt captivated If studying reed that its significance was definitely deeper than ic

He didn’t understand, why the others would feel that this notion was boring, but he felt that it was so to be proud of

More importantlyTeacher Benjamin seemed convinced of the importance of this book

Andy didn’t want to leave the group The fact that he left his home made him uneasy, but if he drifts away even from his friends, that would just break his heart He is not someone to make ulti to put in the effort

Benjah to give him direction in his own life?

Thinking this, Andy had never read a book with soprocess, the ingredients, the forht, flipping through the book, reading so thoroughly that he could have memorized it

In actuality, Introduction to Magic Potions made hih the person rote this book shared some unnamed similarity with him

And so, just as daylight broke, he climbed out of his tent with dark circles under his eyes, but full of energy He wanted to quickly try experi Benjas, he waited outside the tent

”Andy? Do you want to try brewing potions?”

The thing was, Andy hadn’t even said anything Benjah the tent, opened the tent door and looked at him expectantly