Chapter 249 (1/2)

But I can't remember

Su Qingwan remembers it. Si Rongshen did tell her about it, but he didn't tell her that the little girl was herself. At that time, she asked Si Rongshen why he didn't marry the little girl.

Si Rongshen's answer is that later he lost touch with the little girl, and he didn't say anything about the rest.

According to such words, is she the little girl who is separated from Si Rongshen, but she has no impression at all?

”Pull, pull, do you remember?”

Si Rongshen saw Su Qingwan's dubious manner. After all, many people would not believe this kind of thing. Who would take the words of his childhood playmates seriously? At that time, everyone was just children, and their words were countless.

”At that time, you often held a doll in your arms and sat at the door of your house. Every time I passed by, I would talk with you for a while. At that time, you said that if you want to give your beloved baby a home, I will tell you that when I grow up, I will marry you, and then we will be the father and mother of the baby together! ”

Although it has been more than ten years, these beautiful memories have not faded in his mind, and are still so clear. The difference is that the girl with pigtails in those years has grown into the person in front of him now.

Listening to the story of Si Rongshen, Su Qingwan starts to try to think about her childhood. She also knows that she has forgotten many things since the car accident. Besides her mother, she wants to come to many things.

It seems that there are some fragmentary and fuzzy fragments in her mind, but they are like fish exposed from time to time, just fleeting. The harder she tries to understand, the less she can see anything.

Deep in my memory, it seems that a boy once told her to marry her. She once did have a beloved doll, which was given to her by her mother on her birthday. At that time, she loved it so much that she still had an impression.

But she couldn't remember anything else.

”Well, do you remember something?”

Si Rongshen asked expectantly. He had hoped Su Qingwan could remember what happened when he was a child, but now it seems impossible. If he doesn't take the initiative to say it, he may lose her forever.

Su Qingwan has tried very hard to think about it, but the things she can think of are still limited, and the more she hopes to remember the past, the scene of a car accident with her mother appears in front of her again.

”I can't remember anything, I can't remember...”

Su Qing covers her head with her arm. She says very chagrined that every time she tries to recall the past, she will have a kind of self-protection tact in her mind. Her head starts to crack again. It's like someone is beating her brain with a hammer, which makes her unbearable.

”I don't know, I don't know anything!”

Seeing Su Qing's painful appearance, Sirong hugs her deeply and comforts her in a soft voice: ”well, if we can't remember, we won't think about it. We will always remember it in the future.”

He didn't want to see her suffer so much because of it. As long as she believed what he said was true, it didn't matter if she didn't remember. He just wanted her to believe him.

The painful Su Qingwan, under the persuasion of Si Rongshen, has to give up. He doesn't want to forcibly recall the things he did when he was a child. After all, it's so painful

She had tried it before, but she gave up every time because of the unbearable headache. Even if she could think of something occasionally, she would soon forget it afterwards.