Chapter 1273 (2/2)
”No trouble.” Lin Yan replied, ”and You still haven't answered my question. ”
Feng didn't realize that his attempt to open the topic had failed. He smiled again and said, ”ha Let me be clear. I'm on your guard because... ” At this moment, his smile is still there, but there is no half smile in his eyes, ”in fact, I don't believe You want to go outside the gate and pass by this town. ”
”Oh?” Lin Yan said, ”in your opinion Why am I here? ” She glanced sideways at brother Jue, ”did she come to save you?”
”I don't know.” Feng also looks at her eyes, ”otherwise You tell me? ”
”Hum...” Lin Yan looks down and chuckles. The sun in the afternoon sprinkles on her white hair and snow skin, creating a dazzling landscape. ”When I saw you last time, I was in my forties, you know?”
”I know something about it.” Feng could not understand why she suddenly changed the subject, but he didn't mind following the other side's words.
”Well.” Lin Yan murmured, and then said, ”I grew up and lived in an abnormal environment, so In those days, although I was older than you, I didn't know the world, I didn't understand human feelings, and my mind and temperament were like children. ”
”That's a good match for your appearance and age.” Feng unconsciously spits out a slot without thinking.
”Ah...” Lin Yan smiled and said, ”I don't know. I know You and I are not from the same world, and I know that after that, the years you have gone through are far less than those I have experienced. ” She paused. ”In my eyes now You look like a child. ”
”As you say Should I call you ancestor? ” I can't feel the way.
”Look That's how you are. ” Lin Yan said, ”when people say that you don't like to hear, don't want to hear, I'm sorry to hear You're going to beat around the Bush and think of ways to argue with people. ”
”Well, you'd better choose the key point, ancestor.” I'm afraid he can't get rid of this problem without proof of action.
”I didn't have much to say. After all I don't know you. ” Lin Yan said, ”I just see that you have something in mind It's a heavy thing. ”
She is right. Brother Jue is really carrying huge pressure and burden in his heart.
The ”gamble” related to the survival of all mankind, the dilemma brought about by ”fate” and ”23”, and the future of the derivatives led by Luther All kinds of burdens that ordinary people can't imagine, he has been quietly shouldering
But the way he was in front of people, as always.
People only see him playing, laughing, angry, scolding, infatuated, crazy, crazy and mad, but they never see him crying, afraid or really out of shape.
Seal is also a person, leaving its seal not to mention, he also has the right to fear, to fear.
He has the right to be sentimental, to be indecisive, to show his frailty, to share his troubles and pressures with others, or to avoid things and responsibilities that people are afraid to avoid.
But he didn't.
Because, he is blind.
Sometimes he feels as if he is the protagonist of a novel; he carries too many people's attention, worship, speculation and fantasy, and in order not to let those expectations fail, he will live so tired, so unreal
Real people are ordinary, complex and contradictory. Even if they achieve great achievements, there will be a dark and humble side in their heart.
What is sad and valuable at the same time is I'm not that kind of person, I'll never be.
”Although we don't know each other very well, you are my benefactor after all. As an elder who cares about you, I advise you to have a few words...” Lin Yan saw that brother Jue didn't challenge him this time, and then he said, ”there is no way to make everyone in the world satisfied. Even if you can satisfy most people, you are exhausted. So... Sometimes, people may as well live a little selfish and make themselves happy, which is more important than anything. ”
”Ah...” After hearing Lin Yan's words, brother Jue said with a wry smile, ”my ancestor You have learned from people for many years. As a result, you have come to realize such a philosophy of life as ”broken pot, broken fall” Is that really good? ”
”OK You didn't know until you tried. ” Lin Yan replied with a smile.
Feng was silent for a moment and thought for a moment. Then he said again, ”you didn't answer my previous question.” It seemed that he was going to end the current topic, so he paused for half a second and asked, ”the real reason why you are in linlu town today What is it? ”
Lin Yan took a deep look at him, then sighed and said: ”one day ten years ago, a girl named Lu came to me and said to me, you will appear in linlu town ten years later, and Probably need my help. ”
Before she had finished saying this, brother Jue's face changed a little. When his voice fell, Feng could not feel that he immediately accepted: ”lute?”
”That's right. It's Reuter.” When Lin Yan spoke, she suddenly stopped, and opened a kind of spatial ability similar to ”players' luggage”. She took a thing out of a subspace that Jue Ge couldn't see from a data perspective, ”she asked me to tell you -” those things you lost, the Kongtong seal can help you find them. ”