Chapter 505 (1/2)

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that's the sound of the axe cutting on the tree, that is, the sound of the axe cutting on my ”body”.

It's a little slow, but it's working. This... That's enough.

When I was a person, I never thought that one day, I would be crazy about dying.

But now, death is the only thing I want

A long time ago, I was very attached to life, because I had everything.

My family is very rich and powerful. When I was very young, I knew that I didn't need to work or pay. As long as I asked for something, my requirements would be met.

My childhood was spent in public schools. I think it should be my family's intention to let me experience the life of civilians.

I am very glad to have this experience, which makes me see a lot of things, or even say Changed my life.

In those days, I often heard some students' parents say to their children, ”don't lose at the starting line.”.

Many years later That's one of the saddest things I've ever heard.

If life is really a race, the first to cross the finish line is just to die faster.

The truth is, there's no starting line at all, because it's not running. Only they are running. People like me are born to sit on the back of flying horses They don't need to run and they can't catch up.

Later, I gradually understood that the starting line of those people had nothing to do with me; they were hoping Their own children can lead other runners.

But Even though I don't agree with that. Regardless of birth, ”talent” is also a factor that cannot be enforced. Intelligence, appearance and talent are also innate advantages that mediocre people cannot catch up with in their whole lives.

Their only capital is diligence. But they don't recognize this. They waste their time and energy, indulge in the fantasy of self satisfaction and meaningless cheap enjoyment. Wasted youth.

They are compassionate, but Not to be pitied.

In my youth, I left such an environment and went to the place where people of my status should go.

I see another world A hypocritical, cruel, disgusting world. The people there have the same origin as me. They are well-off, grumpy and exclusive.

They remind me of my days in public schools, where I can make real friends, at least.

As the years passed, I grew up in the best environment my family could offer. Pengsheng, Ma Zhong, do not help yourself straight I've learned something in the end. Embarked on the official career, and gradually adapted to dealing with all kinds of people, but also learned to do whatever it takes to cut the grass and root

Finally, at the age of forty-three, I became the Prime Minister of the kingdom.

I am the youngest prime minister in the history of the kingdom. I have power over the country. I have lots of Party members. I am rich and charming. Men are looking forward to my life. Women are looking forward to entering my life.

I have everything.

And what I'm going to think about next, of course, is How to keep it as long as possible.

I secretly controlled the Academy of science and the Academy of magic in the Kingdom, and even the commander of the Royal magician army was my confidant. The resources of the whole kingdom are at my service. Trying to find out for me The way of immortality.

But Ten years later, my mind began to slow down and my physical strength began to decline. Even though I treat my body as if I were a temple, the demon of ”aging” has arrived as scheduled. And the study of immortality. There is still no substantive progress.

I began to take risks. I visited the dark arts guild, the demons, and even went to the wild places outside the kingdom to look for foreign things.

These are absolute taboos, but I can't care so much. Anyway, the study of immortality itself is also explicitly prohibited.

Fear of aging and death. I've put all my eggs in one basket.

On this premise, I found them