24 Part 16: in Lizabath house -last part- (1/2)
( I.... what exactly am I? )
*Inhale … Exhale … Inhale … Exhale *
” Wake up…. You are just having a bad dream ”
Koja….
Woke up in the worst situation…
He could not believe what he saw in that dream…
Everything looked so real…
” That darkness … what was the meaning of it… ”
” D-Daijobu? You were screaming so loud ”
The time was…
Kind of early in the morning…
Even though koja spent a few moments in that dark space…
He found himself really in the morning…
Does this really mean that the time is not fixed between the two places?
Between the mysterious place where Koja was ... and the real world...
..
It seems that the person who saved Koja from his nightmare was…. Lizabath !
This means that there is a way to awaken Koja while seeing that dream…
Which is to wake him up from the outside ... by moving his body strongly or something like that…
But….
Wait … this is so weird ! that moment ... Koja's defense was completely exposed...
So why did not lizabath exploit that and assassinate him?
Why did not she take revenge on him? ... Wasn't that the perfect moment to do that?
This girl is becoming strange little by little…
If she is just a hypocrite? ... if she is so why she did not take advantage of the situation for herself...
Why did not she kill Koja?
Koja didn't answer the girl with anything…
And what he is sure of it now is... that this girl is not trying to kill him...
She wants something else ... but what is it?
That deep contradiction ... made him make those cold features…
Those features that show how much he does not trust that girl…
Lizabath said:
” What D-Darkness do you mean? ”
And koja didn't answer the girl for the second time…
So … he stood up from his bed and started walking…
” Thank you for letting me sleep here last night ! I must go now ”
The girl made a sad face and said:
” W-Wait…. do you really have to go now? ”
” Why not? do you need anything from me? ”
..
..
After a silence…
Lizabath answered:
” Those cold looks ... are you sure that you are guiding them towards the right person? … I don't know why you don't trust me all this much ... all I want is to pay back for what you did for my sake ... so at least ... take the breakfast with me then you can leave ”
*Heartbeats … Heartbeats *
That feeling … why it always caught koja when…
When he sees that girl in a pathetic situation…
As if he were doing something he must not do…
” Nani…. Kore?! Just.... who is this girl? I feel like…. I must do whatever she wants ! ”
After a silence….
Koja rubbed his hair….
” Okey…. but show me the bathroom first ”
Lizabath felt a great joy after koja accepted her request…
Yes, for the first time … that big smiled appeared in her angelic face…
” A-Arigato gozaimasu ! for accepting my request ! ”
Then lizabath quickly showed koja the bathroom and asked him to go down to the kitchen when he finishes…
Koja entered the bathroom … then he started washing his face…
And every time he does that … he stared at his face in the mirror for a while … then he continues washing it…
” What is happening to my life recently? my life turned upside down after I met that girl … and till now … I don't know who is the right between us … me or her? the organization or the criminals' hunters? who reflects the justice between the two parties? the criminals' hunters are just mercenaries ... just outlaws? Just extremists? … until this moment I have not been sure of what was said about them … Yes, the real reason why I accepted to come to this city was ... the curiosity for sure ! I really wanted to know the truth of everything happening in this continent … and in addition … in that time … all the members in the Phoenix corps ... all those fools have greeted me in a wonderful way ... ignoring that I am a member of the special organization ! - With a smile - Whether they are just idiots or they are really good people ... I have to admit that this has affected me a lot ! ”
After koja finished washing his face … he went down as the girl asked him to do…
Then he entered the kitchen…
To find that … the girl was waiting for him…