Chapter 1126 - Ling Hanwu — A Life of Struggle and Pain and A Life of Loneliness (2/2)

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You know that with e you with my own hands? To do that, I would have to cultivate for at least another few thousand years… This way, I would be able to live on for another few thousand years… And take care of Chuchu for another few thousand years…</e of, wasn’t it? Even in your death, you still gave oal, so that I may live on with a purpose…

radually seeped out of Ling Hanwu’s body, but it was as if Meng Chaoran could see a distinct figure in front of hiure, in robes as white as snow and his long sleeves dancing in the air, was charis Second Young Master who traversed the world on horseback… Back when he had sent hi Hanwu had said with a s Brother Hanwu!” Ye Chuchen cried out, suddenly throwing up aChaoran rehts suddenly drifted far away

Back then, they had shared tiether…

And they fell in love with Ye Chuchen together

Then, everything changed

It was Ling Hanho had saved his life and covered for hi Hanho had taken care of everything so that he could escape the Upper Three Heavens And it was Ling Hanho covertly gave him the chance to rendezvous with Chuchu… while he quietly hid at the side, his heart shattered into aChaoran escaped the Upper Three Heavens, he had told Ling Hanwu, “Hanwu, I probably won’t be able to coood care of Chuchu”

He flew into a rage then “Fck you! If Chuchen’s heart ith ! But it isn’t, so what point is there inher? Do you intend to reduce me to so Geyin, if you are a er and come back for Chuchen! I already hate you to death, don’t let me look down on you!”

“I’ll say this first — After you are gone, if I can ain, don’t blae, then we’ll wait for you to come back for her!”

“If you don’t look for me when you return and lose your life suddenly, I’ll hate you for life! I’ll overturn your grave! And turn you into dust!”

“Meng Geyin, you and I have never been brothers! We are love rivals! It is impossible for us to ever reconcile! I hate you! I wish I could tear you into pieces!”

“But I’ Chaoran’s face isted in pain Tears strea behind a bitter taste

He remembered the time when he ca Hanwu Ling Hanwu had a bitter shed at that time and said, “They say that woives her heart to soe…”

“Woe of heart is because their love is not deep enough”

Every ti Hanould say, “I really wish I could kill you! I really wish I could torture you to death! I really wish I could rip you into pieces… Can you die in the Lower Three Heavens? Why won’t you just die in the Lower Three Heavens? Why?”

But… each and every time, he would still help hie of heart, she wouldn’t be as lovable any I wish for with allto be withto use s toward me But she isn’t”

“You have never let me down It’s I who have let you and Chuchen down! If not for me, your clan would not have been wiped out”

But after saying that, he would defend himself “To be honest, neither of us have let the other down It’s just fate that isfools out of us Chuchen did not fall in love with the wrongbastards It’s I who have fallen for someone whom I shouldn’t have and cannot extricateunable to extricate myself from it is also a kind of happiness I know, even if you cannot see her, every time you think of Chuchen, your heart is filled with drive and happiness But do you know? Every time I think of Chuchen, my heart hurts so much that I just want to stabHanwu had a bitter s Hanwu, born in the arctic lands Haha, dancing by his loneso cold of the icy snow <sup>1</sup> …”

“He who lives a life of struggle and a life of pain, he who lives a life of loneliness — Ling Hanwu; she whispers his name at dawn and dusk, but ould take pity on my heart which has turned to dust <sup>1</sup> ”

This was a self-deprecating poe Hanwu had composed when he was drunk that day In his drunken state, he mocked himself

‘What a lucky fellow!’

That hat Ling Hanwu had always said about him

He didn’t hide one bit of his intense jealousy and hatred toward Meng Chaoran

At that time, I didn’t understand — My home was broken andWhich part of that was lucky? But I finally understood; compared to him, in a way, I was much more fortunate than hi to live for, but he didn’t

He had loved for a lifetime and suffered for a lifetime He was entrenched in hopelessness for a lifetiled for a lifetime!

to do the sa so!</e Chaoran slowly rose to his feet and took off his robe Then, he laid it on the ground He carefully lifted Ling Hanwu’s body in his arms and set him on top of the robe

HeHanwu’s bruised and battered chest and back Then, he reached out his ar, “My brother… Rest well I will be right after you… What I owe you in this life, I will repay you in the next!”

However, Ling Hanwu’s eyes remained open even when he tried to close his eyes! This happened a total of three ti Hanwu’s eyes bore into hier had any life in the Chaoran’s heart trembled fiercely He remained in a stunned stupor for a while before he finally murmured, “You still wish for us to live on… is that it? Is that what it is?”

Grief-stricken, he said, “In that case, Hanwu, don’t worry… I will try my very best to live on with Chuchu Live on… and cultivate with all e you with my own hands… How does that sound? Will you rest in peace now?”

His hand covered Ling Hanwu’s eyes onceHanwu’s eyes closed quietly

His rigid face also seemed a lot more peaceful

Chaoran’s heart felt like it was being torn apart at thisinto a million pieces!