Chapter 45 (2/2)

”They won't forgive you for it,” I whispered

”If it's for you, I' Xia, did you know? I've been in love with you since the beginning”

I blankly froze Where the heck did this sudden develop a wo me?! How am I supposed to react?

”When I saw you for the first tiht you were fascinating The way that you coldly looked at all the chaos unfold made it seem like you were a complete spectator I wanted to knohat about you was so captivating, so much so that Zhao Yi Bo and Zhao Yi Xuan would dump exquisite women like Chen Yan Mei and me off to the side on the spot Furthermore, someone as even able to drive the no costs to take down Heng Yuan Merchandise That hy I hired a private detective to investigate your background”

This wasnews tome

”Froan to know and understand you better My feelings towards you started to slowly change After I found out that you were planning to pursue your PhD at NT University, I also took the entrance exam and became your classmate The only reason I went there was because of you” Her eyes were fueled with intensity, but I only felt goosebumps

”The more I spent time with you, the more I fell in love with you I was jealous of them, and jealous of how they possessed you Once, I even considered using questionable methods to acquire you, but I didn't want you to be sad Therefore I suppressed s and forcedyou in silence As long as you were happy, I would be fine even if you never knew about how I felt But you weren't happy, and there was only pain in your eyes That's why, you should run! I won't stop at any cost to help you!” Her expression was unyielding as she spoke

But I did not agree to her help

After her confession, I walked home in a daze

Her feelings really startled me, and I didn't kno I should have responded I was about to get married to two men simultaneously, and my best friend of six years suddenly confessed towith this world?

I knew that I had no way of accepting her feelings, and there was no way I could reciprocate thes etched a deep impression on me She loved me equally deeply and as passionately as Zhao Yi Bo and Zhao Yi Xuan, but she put s before her own

I blankly sat in the living roo period of ti to run!

I went to my room and packed up some clothes Then I walked out of the Zhao fa back

But I didn't go looking for Yan Shui Lin If I accepted her help, it would bring her terrible misfortune, and she didn't have the power to shelter me fully I didn't want her to be harmed

The world is so big, where should I go?

Translator's Notes:

This is a reference to Ah Q, a character in Lu Xun’s novella: enwikipediaorg/wiki/The_True_Story_of_Ah_Q Ah Q is a character who is fa even though that is nothing close to what is actually the case [back]

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