C116 (1/2)

The pain and pain of being torn apart finally calmed down under his rough biting.

I would rather bite my lip until the smell of blood filled my throat than utter a sound that I thought was defeat.

Even though I could feel my nose already aching, some emotion was rushing out of my eyes. But I bit them together, as if to show them off was to admit my incompetence.

Pang Jun also seemed to be sparring with me over this. This isn't a relationship at all, it's pure torture, and he was very interested in this.

My unwillingness to bow continued to enrage him, and despite his indifference to my repeated attacks, I felt a surge of emotion in my heart that was actually as warm as the cold current outside the window.

My desire broke out completely, but I was still unable to hold it in. I suppressed my voice to make a sound that I thought was shameful.

There was a strong sense of humiliation, and I tried with all my might to push him away, but it was useless.

Pang Jun didn't give up on this torture as he smiled mockingly and pinched my chin. They said that I'm the same as Su Wan, a thing only for profit.

I recklessly retaliated against him. I'm right, I'm getting close to Wen Xuan again because of the benefits, so what about it?

”Is that proof of your incompetence?”

He seemed to want to slap me back, but somehow his palm didn't land on my face in the end. He waved it weakly in the air and then let it go completely.

I no longer had the strength to hide anything, and my tottering consciousness finally blurred in the wobbly world in front of my eyes.

Sister Qiu told me a long time ago that envy is an instinct and jealousy is a useless thing.

She also asked me if I knew what a terrible thing jealousy was.

Perhaps it's because of jealousy, I now know that a lot of people I thought I had become very unfamiliar with because of this.

When I woke up, all I knew was pain, the pain that every muscle in every joint felt.

What time is it? Early morning? Dusk?

The view outside the window did not allow me to tell when I had been there. All I could see on the deserted street was snow and a gray sky.

The seat had been turned back to its normal angle, and I was covered with my long down jacket. Of course, I wasn't the only one in the car. Pang Jun leaned weakly on the car seat and looked out the window absentmindedly.

No one seemed to want to talk first.

I tried to move, to remind him that I was awake.

Pang Jun suddenly regained his senses, with the same expression on his face, he skillfully drove the car onto the road.

It's the way back, but my heart can't go back.

I didn't want to dress in front of him, but I didn't know how to show him my resistance.

In the end, Pang Jun got out of the car, but he did not leave. Instead, he walked to the front of the car and opened the door.

I was already very afraid of him. I didn't know what Pang Jun wanted to do again, but I subconsciously hid in the car.

”Come here.”

His tone was calm, so calm that I was a little annoyed. After all, it was as if he was saying that nothing had happened in the car.

Pang Jun approached me and I looked at him nervously. I knew that I had no other choice.

He patiently arranged my down jacket and wrapped it around me. Then he carried me out of the car and up the stairs.

I shrunk into my clothes. If it weren't for the soreness and the various scars on my body, Pang Jun's calmness would have even made me doubt the authenticity of his memories.

I was so close to the man that I had to lean on his shoulder, but I found that I could not see him, could not see his face.

Pang Jun placed me on the bed in his bedroom, then left. He even closed the door behind him, as if he was afraid that he would infringe upon my privacy.

I really don't understand him.

Slowly, I tossed my coat to the floor, randomly threw on a pair of pajamas, and rolled up my quilt to steady myself.

I couldn't settle down, I couldn't say I hated him, but it was true that I didn't know what to do.

It would be late afternoon by now, because it was getting dark again, and I didn't turn on the light because I didn't have the strength to turn on the switch.

In the darkness, Pang Jun knocked on the door of my room once again, and then, entered.