Chapter 250 (1/2)

”You're right, Leicester. I haven't lost my memory, because I don't know how to say it. I didn't dare to say it at first...” I couldn't breathe because of the memories and separation from my family.

I lowered my face, tears began to fall: ”I don't know why I came here What did I do wrong Let me come to this dark world... ” Pretending to be strong is to avoid being defeated by reality. Pretending to be strong is not to let oneself run down in this reality.

But for too long, I was a girl Also tired

I will also have too much confusion and confusion.

Why me?

Why am I here.

Why, why, why

”To bring us light...” The soft choking words and a warm hug pull me back from the memory and pain constantly pouring out.

I deeply smell the fragrance of orchid on his body, just like the last time I was in Harry's arms. Just for a moment, let me rely on him a little, so that I can recover my peace. This secret, I really hold back for too long Too long

I really want to, very homesick

But, I really can't go back, I can't go back

I don't know how long I cried secretly in Leicester's arms. Even if I stopped crying, I didn't want to leave his warm arms. I continued to lean in front of him and temporarily put down the strength I had been pretending to be.

Only by not facing the past, can we survive. What is strong?

But today, I can face, I can finally face.

I feel that when I say this secret, I can face the past, I become stronger, real, strong.

He held me tightly in front of me, which made me full of peace of mind, as if comforting my long-term uneasiness and loneliness, and let me feel the warmth and peace of mind that only family members can give.

The night wind is no longer cold, the surrounding air is stained with the body temperature and fragrance of Leicester, I once again have a kind of comfort and peace of mind at home.

I finally calmed down and could face the world again, Ming vs. Leicester.

I wiped my face and left Leicester's arms. I hid enough. If I hide too long, I will become weak: ”do you want to see the evidence?”

”Evidence?” He looked very surprised.

I raised my face and said, ”why don't you believe me? Think everything is my illusion

”No, no, No Leiseus waved his hand in a hurry and looked at me fondly. His gray blue eyes were full of tears, and his eyes stained with tears were particularly clear in the moonlight.

I was a little surprised, but the bottom of my heart was moved by his tears: ”you cried...” I reached out and gently wiped the bright tears from his eyelashes.

He gently held my hand, warm hand, can withstand the cold of the night. He lowered his face and sobbed sadly: ”I am very distressed I really didn't expect you to go through this What's more, you are from a different world There is only one person, from a beautiful and magical world to our world with nothing... ”

I also lowered my face. After telling the secret, I was no longer afraid to recall the past and my parents' faces. In the past, I only had to seal it in my heart. I did not dare to touch it. Once I touched it, I would open Pandora's box, and the pain inside would turn into darkness and swallow me up completely.

He gently, holding my other hand, and I stood opposite, tightly, holding my hand: ”little ice, I will always be by your side, will not let you alone.”