Chapter 357 (2/2)
”When you went to see a psychologist last time, you said that you would be ready for treatment after Qingming Festival this year. Did you decide to go back before that?” Yin hanruo asked again.
Liu Yanbo gave a gentle ”um” sound, which was exactly what he intended.
Yin hanruo made the floor, but he didn't lie down in a hurry. Instead, he got up and went to the bed again. He sat on the edge of the bed and said, ”I'll go back with you then.”
As soon as she said this, Liu Yanbo's face suddenly changed. Her expression was full of panic, and her attitude was resolute: ”no way!”
Why?
Yin hanruo didn't ask because she had probably guessed the reason why he was afraid that his emotions would get out of control and hurt the people around him.
Yin hanruo's heart was not shaken by this, but his attitude was even more irresistible: ”Liu Yanbo, you are not a good son, but I want to be a good daughter-in-law.”
What kind of daughter-in-law is good?
In the eyes of parents, you don't need to be filial to them. As long as you can accompany their sons to help each other for the rest of their lives, this should be the best.The so-called husband and wife -
shouldn't they have been in the same boat?
However, Liu Yanbo shook his head and looked at Yin hanruo, whose eyes were firm and serious. He was scared because he had no confidence in himself in this matter.
what happened on that new year's Eve is the only psychological flaw of Liu Yanbo and he can't control himself.
Yin hanruo certainly knows this. In fact, after learning this from Bai bin, in her opinion, Liu Yanbo has done a good enough job. After experiencing such changes, anyone may not be able to do better than him.
but she still hopes that he can do better and needs him to do better.
”Liu Yanbo, do you have so little confidence in yourself?” Yin hanruo took Liu Yanbo's bandaged hand and said gently and firmly: ”even if you don't have confidence in yourself, you should have confidence in me and us, because we are husband and wife.”
”As I said, you are no longer alone now.” Yin hanruo then said: ”so, if you want to adapt to the present life, and want to get out of the haze of your past, you should learn to get used to not bear your emotions alone.”
”In the past, I can't control you, but now you, no matter what you are going to face, I hope you can remember one point, at least -”
”you still have me.”
Yin hanruo said it very affectionately. She had never said such affectionate words to a man before. Even the iron hearted Liu Yanbo could not help but soften. He looked at her and said bitterly, ”I'm just afraid of...”
”You are afraid that your emotions will be out of control. You are afraid that if you lose control, you will hurt me. If you are afraid that I am out of control, you can only do nothing, right?” Yin hanruo said first: ”do you know what I'm afraid of?”
Liu Yanbo shook his head.
There were some changes in Yin hanruo's look, including heartache, self blame, and a trace of grief that could not be dispelled. She said softly, ”I'm afraid that every time you come back in a dazed state, I don't know what it is for. I'm afraid there are feelings about you, I want to know from others. It scares me a thousand times more than I can do nothing, because I can't do anything to make me do better, but I can't help it if I don't know. ”
”Liu Yanbo, I'm not as useless as you think. I'm no longer the little girl who used to dream of a princess in fairy tales. You don't need to create a sunny and beautiful world for me. This is not what I want now, do you understand?”
Liu Yanbo nodded, and he really understood.
Yin hanruo held his hand tightly again, full of sincere pleading: ”so, on the day you decide to go back, please take me with you, OK?”
OK?
Liu Yanbo wanted to say ”no”, but in the face of such a sincere Yin hanruo at the moment, he could not say the word anyway.
After struggling for a long time in his heart, Liu Yanbo finally said with difficulty: ”good.”
His promise was so helpless that anyone could hear it.
But what Liu Yanbo doesn't know is that sometimes he has no choice but to be brave.