Chapter 133 (1/2)
A person's life is usually accumulated by countless choices, because it exists everywhere and exists all the time.
Whether it is big right or wrong, love and hate, or love and hate, or eating and dressing these trivial things, in fact, is a different choice in life.
As long as a person can make a choice, whether good or bad, right or wrong, he is a warrior to overcome himself, because living is the greatest success.
So it's hard to choose, but it's also easy.
But if she didn't make a choice for two minutes, it seems that she didn't make a choice
Are you playing dirty?
In Shangguan Qingmeng's opinion, Yin hanruo is actually the most standard and true answer.
Just like the papers in the examination room, not all the multiple-choice questions are single-choice questions. In some questions, in fact, all the single-choice questions are wrong.
Life is the same, because the seven emotions and six desires will never be a single existence.
But what if the answer is true?
Shangguan Qingmeng can be recognized, but she can't let Yin hanruo accept this answer, because life is also a single existence for this time. Sometimes, the authorities must be confused and make a mistake to the end.
She pondered for a moment and then asked, ”tell me the truth, do you still love Lu Tianhao?”
This problem can't be described with cruelty, but it's domineering and sharp. She cuts open all the defenses set by Yin hanruo and takes his heart directly.
This time, Yin hanruo's choice was very difficult. All her struggles and pains were written on her face. Until a certain moment, as if the pain was numb, she was confused and said, ”I don't know.”
Shangguan Qingmeng seemed to have known the answer for a long time, and immediately asked, ”do you love Liu Yanbo?”
”No love.” Yin hanruo blurted out without even thinking about it, but she immediately added: ”but I don't hate him, but I always want to be angry with him.”
Don't love or hate. It's a stranger.
So how to define Yin hanruo's attitude towards Liu Yanbo?
Shangguan Qingmeng has seen Yin hanruo's intention clearly. What she has to do now is to let Yin hanruo see his own mind.
”Little girl, let me help you out.” Shangguan Qingmeng tried his best to say in a relaxed tone: ”you say you don't know if you still love Lu Tianhao. In fact, it shows that you no longer love him. The reason why you are confused is not that you don't want to admit it, but that he has satisfied your fantasy of beauty. The fantasy is not nostalgia but expectation. You are looking forward to all kinds of grievances and unwillingness that you have suffered in the past to become the sweetness of all tastes of life. You also hope that the estrangement and cracks left by time are a landscape to decorate life instead of swallowing the abyss of the past. But you have to know, bitter is bitter, sweet is sweet, sour, sweet, bitter and spicy mixed together is not wonderful, because they have lost their self
”Ni Zi, you can have expectations and fantasies in life, because life is not just about passing by, but don't let them become the whole of your life, and don't let them become the meaning of your life, OK?”
Shangguan Qingmeng is not a wise man. Her disorderly statement is not because she understands it. She just conveys what she sees.
All love has always been like this, you think it just seems disorderly, no sign, in fact, it is so disorderly, no sign, only people in it will understand, also can cut off all the interlaced source.
Yin hanruo turned over and buried his head in the quilt. He didn't want to talk.
Sometimes, it is more difficult to let people admit that they understand than to let her choose.
Shangguan Qingmeng is like a gentle big sister. She caresses Yin hanruo's hair and says softly: ”in fact, you know very well that no matter whether you love or not, you and Lu Tianhao can't go back to the past and can't come back again. Let's not say whether the Lu family will stop him, just say Lu Tianhao himself, no matter whether he comes back to you with true or false feelings He actually gave you the answer four years ago. So even if you love it again, it's just an extension of the answer, and it's going to be very short and short, like the afterglow of death. ”
”This is the opposite of expectation and fantasy, reality.”
What is the reality?
Reality is life, that is, yesterday, today and tomorrow. In front of it, even time will deteriorate. What can a lost love take to resist it?