Vol Chapter 68 (1/2)

Ratoka quietly looked down at the girl sleeping in front of him

Her black hair was scattered on top of the white bedsheets Her icy gaze and those red eyes reseht now Her s its luster

Even though it’s already been a fena, Eliza has been doing nothing other than sleeping this whole time

The next night, right after Ratoka learned about Eliza’s condition froain, to Eliza’s roo to what the soldier had said, Eliza was always stuck in this state Although she wasn’t injured, it seefena, which may have caused an injury to her heart instead

The fact that Eliza spends , Bellway had told him frankly that day Since he hadn’t heard the full story froured that Bellway probably found out that he met up with the soldiers and probably didn’t mind too much

Eliza also wakes up froet up, but wouldn’t move What’s more, she wouldn’t react to anyone voice, and she wouldn’t even walk She won’t even make idle chat with anyone Nor does she seem to react to pain

Even though she’s still alive, Ratoka felt like Elizacorpse She doesn’t show any e

Maybe, it was her mind that had died, not her body

And right now, Ratoka just kept looking at Eliza for quite a long while

Ratoka was holding a silver knife in his right hand Right now, there’s no one by Eliza’s side And, Eliza can’t possibly resist in her current state

His brain still felt nu elation

Spending tiain, he’s learned s in this time

That nobles are not all evil That the young girl na the burden of her father’s crimes, as well as her own sins

That Eliza was trying to allow him to live

Her way of life, resolution, beliefs, even knowing all these, there was still a reason that Ratoka had a knife in his hand

The fact that Igor and the others from the army had died, he blamed Eliza

The reason that they had to deploy to Fort Jugfena, was because Eliza had decided to accept the refugees Calvin had said that Eliza was the one to aggressively push for Kaldia accepting the refugees

Even if she’s not as arrogant as the nobles he’s heard about, she still didn’t care enough for the lives under her, and as a result her soldiers died

He can’t forgive her due to his loneliness caused by the soldiers’ deaths, and he has nobody else to blame other than Eliza

Ratoka encouraged the hatred building up within hi the knife as well

If he kills her, this time for sure he’ll probably die as well

There’s nobody here that would protect him

He’s scared of dying But, the words he had spat at Eliza before weren’t mere bravado

He was shaking His heartbeat was getting faster

Right now, inside Ratoka, a variety of e places with each other

His hand holding the knife in the air was treh he had coure out why he couldn’t bring down his weapon

His e, the dark feelings he had fros he learned at the ether in his mind