C1099 (2/2)
Once the advantages, as if in the endless trivial life, little by little, they began to complain, began to see each other's good, began to lose patience with the original life, eager to change, eager for more, then become the shadow, or she?
She knew from the beginning that he was such a person.
Noodles bowl is very heavy and very hot, Zhao ChuChu a hand still can not hold, shadow says: ”I take, you eat.”
Zhao ChuChu took chopsticks and ate noodles with delicacy.
She may be really hungry to cause stomachache, steaming noodles down, not long after, the stomach is comfortable.
”I'm full.” Finally, she put down her chopsticks and said.
Eat more than half, there are still some, shadow said: ”eat too much at night is not good, that do not eat, I went to pour.”
After pouring the noodles, he washed the dishes in the kitchen before returning to the room.
Zhao ChuChu leaned on the head of the bed, not sleepy.
The shadow looked at her and said, ”why don't you sleep?”
Zhao ChuChu looked at her with her eyes full of weakness and grievance.
Shadow heart slightly pan pain, sat down beside her, but sighed: ”ChuChu, I am a rude man, I can't speak, if you have any anger in your heart, you can say it, I will change, OK, don't cry.”He didn't say anything. It's OK. Once he said it, he forced the tears under Zhao ChuChu's eyes again: ”have you changed it? It's been so many years, and I haven't seen you change it.”
Finally willing to speak to him, shadow heart slightly relaxed: ”sorry, these years you follow me, is really wronged you.”
Zhao ChuChu was not very happy in his heart: ”what do you mean, what do you mean that I follow you? I really wronged me. Since you know that I am wronged, why don't you want to make changes? In your heart, is the work more important than me?”
”I didn't think so.” Shadow way, ”that is work, you this is family affairs, can't be confused.”
”But don't you think you spend more time with Gu Tianqing than I do? People who don't know think you have the habit of breaking your sleeves. ”
“…… But clearly, have you ever seen yourself separated from your shadow? I am the shadow. I am the secret guard of my husband. From the very beginning, my task is to be inseparable from each other to protect Mr. Zhang. I will be there when he needs anything This is the mission of the shadow, the mission will be achieved, is the attitude that a soldier should adhere to most.
However, this is also the reason why Zhao ChuChu has been aggrieved for so many years. He thought he could hear the shadow coax himself, even if he was lying to her.
As a result, Zhao ChuChu felt his anger rising again, some of which he could not tell clearly. If he could not realize in his heart which was more important than work and family, Zhao ChuChu felt that such a life had lost the meaning of her original pursuit.
”I want a husband, not a man who cares about others all day long and works hard for others.” Zhao ChuChu finally said what was in his heart, with a slow anger, resentment, like a volcano, after countless years of long brewing, finally erupted.
The pressure she has accumulated over the years and the heartache she has endured have burst out and poured out at this moment.
After hearing this, the shadow was silent. He knew that he was ashamed of Zhao ChuChu. He looked at Zhao ChuChu with heartache and helplessness: ”from the beginning, I told you that I am not suitable for having a family. If you feel that such a life makes you can't continue to endure it -”
listening to his words, Zhao ChuChu's heart sank suddenly, as if he realized what he was going to say next ”Zhou Hancheng, do you know what you're talking about? If you know, you'll give me a clear idea and say it again!”
She spoke fiercely, but also afraid that they would say something to regret each other because of their anger. She took up one pillow and threw it into the shadow's arms: ”I don't want to tell you, you go to sleep in the guest room.”