C116 (1/2)

”No, I just feel uncomfortable, ever since Feng saved me seven years ago, he has given a lot for me, in order to go to Taiwan to save me, he would have taken over 'The Dark Night'. If it wasn't for me, he could have chosen a normal life, I owe him too much, and under the situation where he clearly knows that he likes me, I really can't just focus on my own happiness, all these years, if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be able to leave the Dark Night, there are rules and regulations, if I were to become a killer for a day, if I had to leave, I would have to cripple myself.”

Zhuo Wei Ting felt a sharp pain in his chest, could it be that Yan'Er wanted to continue ignoring him? Was it really like Wen Qing said, Yan'er felt that she owed Gao Jianfeng? Would they really have to wait until Gao Jianfeng found his true love and was blessed before they could be together?

Zi Yan cried even louder. If it weren't for the fact that she read the information on Feng in the Killing technique, she wouldn't have known about this. But now that she knew, she couldn't pretend she didn't know.

After hearing Zi Yan's words, Zhuo WeiTing didn't know what else to say. A man could give up everything for a woman, and this kind of love wasn't something that every man could achieve.

For Gao Jianfeng to do so much for Yan'er, it only showed that all these years, he had loved Yan'er no less than he did. For such a man, besides gratitude, there was also admiration.

He had used his life's worth of pain in exchange for Yan'er and Xiao Xian's safety. He was grateful to him.

However, he really wasn't willing to use his happiness in exchange for Yan'er. But as matters stood, it was up to Yan'er to make the choice.

”Yan'er, you must believe that in this world, good people will definitely be rewarded. Feng …” He will meet the true love of his life, and have his happiness. ”

Zhuo WeiTing tightly embraced Zi Yan, as if he was afraid of losing her, and said this with a heavy heart.

”I hope that he will meet his true love one day and be happy the next. But before that, I really can't be selfish and only care about myself. A-Ting, do you understand?”

As Zi Yan listened to Zhuo WeiTing's calm heartbeat, she felt conflicted. She was unwilling to let Zhuo WeiTing go, but she also didn't want to betray her own promise.

She also knew that if she did this to A-Ting, it would be unfair. After all, he had waited for her for seven years. However, if she only cared about her own happiness and ignored Feng's pain, she would feel even more sorry for her own conscience.

”Yan'er, I understand, but do you know, love and gratitude are different? You are just gratitude to Ah Feng right? Yan'er, tell you that I am the only one who loves you, right? ”

In the darkness, Zhuo Wei Ting touched Zi Yan's face and asked softly. He wanted to know the answer, he was afraid of the feeling of being suspended in the air.

”A-Ting, I love you, but I can't ignore A-Feng's feelings. If he can't forgive me, if he can't be happy, then I can't selfishly choose my own happiness. I'm sorry, I know I can't and I don't have the qualifications to ask you for anything, but, if one day you meet that …”

”You're not allowed to continue.”

There was a hint of anger in Zhuo Weitang's voice.

If Zi Yan couldn't walk out of this fog, he was willing to wait, but he didn't want to listen to what she said.

He had waited for seven years, and even if he had to wait any longer, he was willing. At least Yan Er was by his side, at least her heart was with him.

After that night, everything seemed to have returned to the past, but at the same time, it seemed a little different.

Zi Yan and Zhuo Weitang met several times a week and spent every weekend together. Although she knew it was a betrayal, she couldn't control herself.

Every time Zhuo WeiTing came to look for her, she would forget her own persistence.

On weekends, Zhuo would come to stay with him, sometimes with his son, and the family would go for a walk and a picnic, as if they were no different from the others.

But every weekend, Zi Yan felt a sense of guilt.

The longer it went on, the more guilty she became. At the end of the first semester, she felt like she was going to suffocate.

She felt like she was about to collapse, so she went for the kill, hoping that she could get a dose of medicine for her.

But she was unlucky. Martisha had gone back to India, and even the dragon had been sent on a mission. At this moment, only Piggy, who didn't know anything about love, was left in the killing zone.

”Zi Yan, you haven't been here for a long time, why are you thinking of us today?”

As soon as Little Pig saw Zi Yan, he smiled.

”Piggy, is Mattia here?”

Zi Yan was not very good at polite words, and directly asked Madisha the moment she entered.

”Oh, you came to look for her. How sad. I thought you were thinking of me.”

As Little Pig spoke, he pouted and spoke with a wronged expression.

”Little pig, stop messing around, looking at Zi Yan like this, there must be something up. Zi Yan, what's the matter, tell us, maybe we can help without Madisha.”

The one who spoke was Jack, he was a genuine American, and a cowboy. He didn't interact much with Zi Yan, but he could see the worry on her face.

”It's nothing. I just think I'm sick and I want to see her.”

Zi Yan covered up, she did not want her betrayal to be made public.

”Zi Yan, you came too. How is it? Seeing Director Zhuo so happy recently, when are you planning to get married again?”

The one who spoke was Ann who was hugging her lovely wife. She and Feng was like a baby; they were basically stuck together.

Looking at An An and Feng, Zi Yan felt a little envious. If not for the unforeseen event seven years ago, perhaps she and A Ting would be like them today.

”An, Feng, I'm a bit confused. Can you help me?”

An An was very surprised by Zi Yan's pleading eyes, after all, he was a man, from a psychological perspective, Zi Yan should be looking for a woman, just like Madisha.

”Sure, wife, I think you might be able to give more advice to Zi Yan.”

An An An said as she hugged her wife. Although Zi Yan was open and upright, it was not good for a man to speak alone with his wife.