C41 (1/2)

Child, husband, can only choose between the two?

Was she too greedy or was he too much?

”Can you get me a glass of water? I'm so thirsty. ”

The drunk Zhuo Weitang felt especially uncomfortable. His stomach was burning so badly that even his throat felt like it was on fire.

Zi Yan stood up and poured some water for Zhuo WeiTing to drink.

Putting down the cup, he wanted to get on the bed, but Zhuo Weiting grabbed his hand.

”Yan'er, don't betray me, never.”

Looking at Zhuo WeiTing, whose eyes were half closed from drunkenness, Zi Yan really wanted to say that she never betrayed him.

”Yan'er, why do you keep these vile spawn? ”Why?”

Suddenly, Zhuo Weitang opened his eyes and roared angrily at Zi Yan.

”Hubby, do you really think it's a vile spawn? ”Are you going to keep our children like this?”

Zi Yan was crying on Zhuo Weiliang's chest.

She thought of herself. She thought of what happened after she was born in an unexpected life. The mental defenses she had built up all along suddenly collapsed.

”It's not mine, it's not mine …”

It was unknown if Zhuo Weitang was awake or not, but the way he shouted was as if he was responding to Zi Yan, but it also seemed like he was venting his anger.

”Will you be like before if I don't have children?”

Zi Yan's hand rested on his chest, feeling his heartbeat.

His heart was beating fast, but why was he refusing to listen to the words of others?

Could it be that his heart was made of iron?

”Hubby, I promise you. I don't want any children, but you must promise me one thing as well.”

Zi Yan closed her eyes, pressing her face against Zhuo Weitang's chest.

”Promise me that if there is another woman, you must tell me. Don't let her hurt me. If you have another woman, just tell me and I will leave quietly.”

Zi Yan cried softly.

She was afraid she would become like Mommy.

The kiss on her body made her understand how Mommy had felt.

She seemed to understand her a little, and the resentment she felt towards her lessened a little.

If one day, Zhuo WeiTing really had another woman, then she would choose to leave quietly.

She didn't want to hurt him, nor did she want to hurt her child. She just wanted to go to a peaceful place and live her life as a protector of beautiful memories.

”Women, I want women, I want many many many women.”

Suddenly, Zhuo Weitang held Zi Yan's face and spoke while looking at him.

”Hubby, do you know what you're saying?”

No matter who it was, it would be hard for them to listen to their man say that he wanted a woman.

”Woman, I want a woman …”

As he spoke, he suddenly went berserk and with a flip of his body, he pushed Ziyan beneath him.

It was followed by a storm-like kiss, one that made Zi Yan helpless.

”Hubby, don't, it will hurt your child.”

When Zhuo Wei Ting tugged at Zi Yan's clothes, Zi Yan panicked a little, but did not dare to resist too forcefully.

Zi Yan was very scared. The doctor said that she should avoid sharing a room three months ago, as that would easily result in miscarriage.

But now that Zhuo WeiTing was drunk, not only did he have a lot of strength, he was also a bit rough.

”Child? ”This isn't my child at all. You lied to me, you lied to me …”

Zhuo Weitang held Zi Yan's face, looking at her, he seemed to be exceptionally clear-headed.

”I don't. You will regret it in the future.”

Looking at her face, Zi Yan no longer knew what pain was.

She had already figured out that if he was really that insistent, if he really was that disgusted, she wouldn't want him anymore.

If the child was going to fall today, it only meant that she had no fate with the child.

Closing his eyes, he waited for Zhuo Weicai to occupy the space roughly.

All he could hear was the sound of clothes being torn, and the searing pain on his skin.

His hand was like a flame, and she no longer cared.

There was some pain in her chest. He was indeed savage today, but that pain made her want to obtain more.

It was not that there were too many, but it was a kind of desire, a desire for his trust, a desire for happiness.

She silently prayed for her child in her heart. Your child, you must be strong, even if this time we are fated to be mother and son, there will still be a next time.

Just as Zi Yan was holding onto the thought of facing death, Zhuo Wei Ting, who was on her chest, stopped moving.

Lying on her chest like she was asleep.

It took Zi Yan a while to realize that something was amiss.

It was only when she gently pushed him, did she realize that he had really fallen asleep.

As she gently pushed Zhuo Weitang to her side, tears and smiles could be seen on Zi Yan's face.

It seemed that the heavens still wished her to keep the child.

Only this child could prove her innocence, or he would remember it all his life.

Hiding by his side, Zi Yan thought back to her life with him these past few months.

He was the first person who had been kind to her, her husband, and although they had not been recognized by the law, he was already, in his heart, her husband.

She didn't know what would happen tomorrow.

Maybe tomorrow he would take her to the hospital. She was afraid, but she didn't have the courage to leave.

The next day, Zhuo did not wake up until 11 o'clock. He went to the company without eating.

At night, Zi Yan was the only one on the table.

”Sister Gui, isn't Young Master coming back to eat again?”

Zi Yan looked at her sister-in-law and asked softly.

”Yes, the Young Master said that he will be back late tonight and told Young Mistress not to wait for him.”

Sister Gui was also in a difficult situation. They were both masters. As a servant, she could only follow her master's instructions.

”Oh, sister-in-law Gui, I can't afford it. You can't make more from now on.”

Zi Yan said as she put down the bowl and chopsticks.

”Young Mistress, you are pregnant. For the sake of the child, you should eat some.”

Aunt Gui looked at Zi Yan's face which was getting smaller and smaller, and asked with worry.

”I know, but I really can't eat it. I just want to vomit.”

Zi Yan lowered her head. She didn't know how long this child would last, she was truly reluctant.

Right now, Zhuo Weiting's method of staying out at night was forcing her to have an abortion.

When she returned to her room and looked at the diamond ring on her finger, her heart gradually cooled down. After hesitating for a moment, she took off the ring and placed it in the drawer.