Chapter 1218 (2/2)
”Are all drunk and I wake up alone?” I laughed and said, ”it's right to be independent and play the other way?”
”No,” said Zheng. ”You can't look at me with Se glasses because of my sister. I'm quite simple.”
”I'm sorry, I don't know you very well, but the only thing I know for sure is that you're not simple.”
little winter night glared at me in the rearview mirror, as if I didn't think that's right, but Zheng Yuqiu didn't get angry, laughed and said: ”you are complex, so you can't see anyone simple, I'm simple, so I don't see anyone complicated, little brother, Do you think there is a difference between ”house” and ”home”? I tell you, there are differences. Home must be a house, but not all houses can give you the feeling of home. I have lived in Duanmu home since I was a child. The house is very big and the yard is very big. There are drivers when I go out, mediocres when I do housework, cooks when I cook. I don't need to do anything, or even raise a dog. But I never think it's home. It's a house. There's no difference between living there and staying in a hotel. The service is thoughtful, but it's not Zi You are not comfortable. Instead, you don't live in this small yard or house by yourself. It makes me more comfortable, more relaxed and more secure to take care of everything by yourself. That's the difference between the house and the home. The place you just came out of is the home I feel comfortable, relaxed and secure at. ”I can understand the words, but speaking from Zheng Yuqiu's mouth, it's still awkward. After all, her enjoyment in other aspects is of luxury level. Zheng Yuqiu probably saw through my mind and said: ”you may understand that the gorgeous image in front of people is the need of work, not necessarily because I like it, as if you are dressed formally today, but not as well in front of me It's not necessarily because you like it now, but sometimes we can't help it. ”
Zheng Yuqiu's indifference made my heart tremble. She had already guessed that I invited her to dinner for a different purpose.
”Miss Zheng”
”Shh ~” Zheng Yuqiu stretched out his index finger and refused to let me talk. He said with a smile: ”if I know you have a bad idea for me and happily get on your stolen car, it means that I have made the worst psychological preparation, so you don't need to explain, I don't need your explanation, no more reasons than a sister I'd like, no Is it? ”
I feel guilty about using Zheng Yuqiu, but I don't contradict it. After all, Zheng Yuqiu is from the third miss, and I deliberately concealed this from me before. Although I'm not as careful as Su ye, I'm sure I'm going to report to him, but ”reciprocity” is also my style. But now I can't help complaining about myself. I always feel that things have changed I seem to be taking advantage of Zheng Yuqiu's affection for me. It's too mean
Zheng Yuqiu's mouth was flat, but he said in a very proud tone: ”don't underestimate the pessimism, happiness and low satisfaction trigger point of a girl who has been depending on others since the beginning of memory. Any result better than my worst psychological preparation is an unexpected surprise. Do you think I may regret it?”
I am stunned and speechless. My friends finally understand why Madame Duanmu tried hard but could not save her sister's broken feelings. So she was only satisfied with making up for her debt to Zheng Yuqiu unilaterally. Her hurt to Zheng Yuqiu was not such a playful and disrespectful woman that outsiders could understand at all. She felt so optimistic and playful, but really Understanding her, we will find that it is only an illusion, the real she, in fact, is an extreme pessimist, only those who are used to disappointment, will not have any expectations for anyone or anything.
I thought that continuing this topic would inevitably touch Zheng Yuqiu's scar. I was thinking about another topic, but I couldn't help being curious. ”Can I ask you something? What's the worst preparation you've ever made before you got on the bus? ”
Zheng Yuqiu glanced at me, a blush rose on his face inexplicably, and turned to look at sister tiger's eyes in the rearview mirror, smiling like a fake: ”kill before you kill, or kill before you kill.”
I touched my face. Am I a beast?