Chapter 1140 (1/2)
Winter Xiaoye waits for a long time with an empty tea cup. She wants to hear Madame Duanmu continue to say the following words. But what's waiting is the reproachful look of Madame Duanmu that she doesn't want to continue the tea. Sister tiger's anger is even more overwhelming. ”What's the reason? She was the one who gave birth to Murphy. Murphy didn't want to come to the world. She didn't apologize to Murphy. Why did she have to split her mistake in half and put it on Murphy's head? I have never met such unreasonable people, let alone such a motherfucker ! If she really has a little confession to Murphy, she should know that Murphy also hopes Murphy is good! ”
The scolding tiger sister finally couldn't resist Mrs. Duanmu's more calm and deep eyes. She went to renew a cup of hot water for her. Seeing that her mood was a little calmer, Mrs. Duanmu woke up and said: ”you are right. From your point of view, she is a bastard and unreasonable, but... If you think about it from her point of view ?”
The tiger elder sister who handed back the hot tea to Madame Duanmu just wanted to open her mouth, and then listened to her: ”after thinking about it, she really changed her position and thought about it before answering me .”
Tiger elder sister a Zheng, is my side Chu Yuan also can't help Leng Leng, the face of anger gradually become struggling, and then complex... Women's sensitivity to emotion is far more than men, maybe this is why I can't change position like them.
Instead, I became the only person in the room who was at a loss.
”Because she really cares, she really regrets. Because she really regrets, she can't forgive herself for destroying her own happiness. So she has nothing, but she no longer pursues prosperity and wealth. So she has no way to go, and she refuses to reach out to her familiar social circle for help. She squanders everything she has now, not only regrets that she only pursued those things at the beginning Is it? Only when she changes her position, can you find that she can't face fei'er. Even if she knows her innocence better than anyone else, she also knows that fei'er's existence is the proof of her greed and stupidity. In fact, she is only torturing herself and punishing herself. ”Madame Duanmu shook her head gently and said:” Wu Xueqing is not a real one Smart woman, think to accept the Philippines means to forgive yourself, but instead of you and me, can you open than she can see? No one said that she did it right, and no one would forgive her for it. All the things before and now only make people hate her more and itch their teeth. They want to kill her and tear her up, but... She doesn't know? The wound is in her heart. It doesn't hurt. Let's not make a conclusion. Otherwise, it's just that she doesn't have back pain when talking. As the old saying goes, there must be something hateful about the poor people. This can also be said in reverse. The hateful people must have something pitiable. Seeing Phil, she saw not only her own greed and ignorance, but also 18 years of depression. That feeling of regret is What I can imagine without that kind of experience is how much hatred and pain she has in her heart and how others can realize... ”
in fact, Madame Duanmu said for a long time, but she didn't deny Wu Xueqing's hatefulness in essence, but it was very mysterious to reduce the dislike of Wu Xueqing from sister Hu and Chu Yuan. I can feel that what changed tiger and Chu Yuan is not true It's a kind of ”compassion” thing, but the thinking of Lixing... Words are not profound, and the truth is very shallow. But before Madame Duanmu said it, maybe she thought for several years in the sandalwood flavor of Buddha Xing...
I think this is her, no, their story, a story of love and hate, love and hate, wrong love and hate...
”so I said Ah, human feelings are the most complicated and difficult thing in the world. Why do you love, why do you hate, why do you like, why do you hate... There is no answer . ”
”Why do you have to find the answer?”
”Well?” Duanmu's wife was asked by Chu Yuan.
”Love what you like, and don't force yourself to like what you hate. Why do you have to know” why ” Chu Yuan's naive question, however, contains that we adults have no wisdom in general, which makes us speechless to argue, ”I like Dad, mom and brother, but I never thought why I like them. I think many people have never thought about why? Why don't they need to know why? Why do you alone want to know why? ”
Madame Duanmu opened her mouth and seemed to want to answer, but she didn't know how to answer. As a result, she just opened her mouth dry. It was strange. It was a bit cold and humorous. What's more, I and Dong Xiaoye not only didn't want to laugh, but also could feel the embarrassment of Madame Duanmu at the moment. The question of Chu Yuan is simpler than that of Madame Duanmu, as if the answer is contained in it We open our mouth and find that there is no answer in our mouth.
”Just now I asked you, why don't you like Uncle Duanmu? You said he is too perfect, so you don't like it. Uncle Mo is not perfect, so you like it. I don't agree with this point of view at all,” Chu Yuan said. ”You said you like Uncle Mo's shortcomings, so why do you want to make complementary progress with him and change each other? You said you didn't hate his shortcomings. Why did he choose aunt Wu, and you were so unwilling? You say that you don't like Uncle Duanmu's perfection, don't like his accommodation to you, but at the same time you want uncle Mo to become more perfect and accommodating to you... I really don't understand, because how can I hear and feel that the most ideal uncle Mo in your mind happens to be a man like Uncle Duanmu, but you just don't like Uncle Duanmu, and you admit that you take him for granted It's just an excuse that you don't like him. Isn't it too contradictory? ”Chu Yuan throws out a series of questions like a firecracker. Madame Duanmu can't answer any of them. The water cup she holds between her palms is shaking. It stirs the peace on the surface of the cup, the peace on her face, maybe, the peace in her heart.
”So I think, like is like, don't like is not like,” Chu Yuan drum sweet cheeks, can't say is cute or mature voice, said: ”I am 16 years old this year, maybe grow up, maybe not, anyway... I don't understand what you adults are always love racked their brains for like or don't like to find reasons, I also like People, I have liked him for many years, but I never thought why I would like him, what I like about him, what I think is the only way to make him like me, if he doesn't like me, even if I know why I like him, what's the use? If I don't like him, then when he says he likes me, I can't be happy and almost die. Isn't happiness what people pursue? Who will think why people want to pursue happiness? You and uncle Mo, and uncle Duanmu, are just too concerned about the reasons, too dishonest, and don't believe their feelings, so they miss each other . ”
I dare to ask Mrs. Duanmu why she doesn't like the perfect Mr. Duanmu before Chu Yuan. It's not just about brother and sister love, but more about it.