Chapter 1138 (1/2)

”If only uncle Duanmu knew you a few years later, you would not regard him as your brother.”

Chu Yuan, like Dong Xiaoye, has completely biased towards the latter between Mo and Duanmu. Although the former has passed away, which explains Duanmu's wife '.

”Maybe I always say that I have only my sister's feelings for my brother. It's just an excuse. No matter when I meet him, I'm afraid I can't fall in love with him...” Madame Duanmu seems to forget that she's talking about her feelings. It's just a junior high school girl who rarely opens her heart. The secret that has been suppressed in her heart for too long is the water of breaking the bank An irremediable momentum.

”He's so good, why can't you love him?” Chu Yuan can't understand Duanmu's answer. She feels a little unhappy about her unfeeling feelings.

Mrs. Duanmu sighed: ”the real perfection will make people look forward to it, and I like it too, because he is not perfect, he has shortcomings, life or career, he has his persistence, I have my stubbornness, even if the goals are the same, we will inevitably have differences and conflicts... People often say that feelings are noisy, which is probably the reason, differences and Contradiction is not always a negative thing, but a process of emotional sublimation. Every time a problem arises, it forces us to improve ourselves, change ourselves, understand each other, accommodate each other, and then gradually become the most important and indispensable corner in each other's life... In Duanmu, I can't find this feeling, because no matter what we do, I can only play the role of the chaser, and I will never be able to achieve transcendence. We never need to accommodate each other, because it is always him who will accommodate me... Ha ha, with him, I am still the bird in the cage, protected, connived, his excellent and gentle, which will only make me feel at a loss for my own life value, and I can't feel the importance I attach to him and anyone Yes, then what's the point of my life? ”

Chu Yuan, who is used to relying on, doesn't quite understand Madame Duanmu's words. However, I have a deep feeling - as far as I'm concerned, why isn't Chu like Mr. Duanmu's unreachable near perfect angle se? She has been outstanding since she was a child, constantly surpassing me in the same period. The speed of catching up makes me feel ashamed and ashamed of myself, so that I abandon myself and no longer have any illusions about her better future. Instead, I just use a seemingly detached yearning for a plain life to cover up my life attitude of broken pot and broken fall...

I have always been very strange. I have some small traditional ideas in my bones, In fact, it's not like Xin Quji said, it's a person who is too old to stick to some rules. I didn't understand before, but now I'm sure, otherwise I won't risk my head to believe and help Xu Heng, the murderer who challenges the rules. In the end, is it because of my own arbitrary? In terms of emotion, it is the same with regard to tassel, Murphy, purple, tiger sister, East, Xiao Yaojing. Like is like. Although I am at a loss in form, I have never been at a loss in my heart... Only Chu Yuan, who is closest to me, feels the furthest. When She nestles in my arms like this, I will be inexplicably satisfied and scared. That's right here In the extreme contradiction, I lost the judgment of my own feeling. I don't know whether I like her, whether it's men's love for women, or my brother's worry about my sister's heterogeneous love...

after listening to Madame Duanmu's words, I seem to finally understand that it's not only the relationship between men and women, but also the relationship between brother and sister, which has never really bothered me. I like that I have loved me since I was a child , and paid too many stinky girls for this, I even disdain to use blood relationship as evidence that we can have feelings other than brother and sister, because I know that even if we really have blood relationship, I can't stop liking her, in the past, now even more.

I fell in love with Murphy at first sight when I was full of misunderstandings about Chu Yuan. That's the most powerful evidence. As an atheist, of course, I don't believe that fate is the thread in the hands of a matchmaker. The occurrence of emotion must have a scientific and rational explanation. I like Murphy now, so I know that I know nothing about her I fell in love with her when I was growing up, not the real one. There is only one reason for my heart failure: she is so similar to Chuyuan. When I saw her at first sight, I seemed to see Chuyuan when I grew up, which is basically an outbreak of emotional transfer...

what really bothered me is actually the inferiority complex of Duanmu's wife to Mr. Duanmu - when I began to no longer look forward to the future Later, I had already admitted the distance between Chu Yuan and me, and then arbitrarily divided myself and her into two worlds, which was regarded as the object to look up to from now on. I was satisfied because she was so excellent. I was scared because I didn't have the confidence to be her dependence. I couldn't be better than her. My shackles would kill her potential in the future ”Auntie Wu is so bad,” Chuyuan pouted and said coldly, ”it turns out that sister Mo and sister tassel robbed my brother. It's hereditary.”

The stinky girl has a pretty face and a pair of big eyes, but they twinkle and twinkle. There's a lot of content. The subtext seems to be: Mo also married Wu Xueqing. How miserable is the end, you see? Murphy and Wu Xueqing are the same kind of people. Do you dare to be close to herAlthough she expressed her anger and Jing Shi, she also showed her cunning like a little fox... This is a provocation to play with a question.

”She and her mother should not be the same kind of people...” sister Hu has a good relationship with the fringe, so she doesn't avoid talking to the fringe. She is not so close to Murphy, but unlike Ziyuan, she is not hostile to Murphy, maybe because of the same illness, and Murphy also deliberately pulls her to balance her disadvantage of one enemy two in the office, which is probably the same vinegar Niu had long suspected that sister Hu and I were ambiguous, but she never pointed out or Jing showed the reason. Sister Hu was not taken care of by Murphy in the company. Therefore, hearing Chu Yuan's words, she intended to speak for Murphy. ”Wu Xueqing's picture is about money like ink. What is Murphy's picture? After her son, young master, pick out any one. They are all taller, richer and more handsome than your brother? ”

Madame Duanmu also said with a smile, ”as long as people pursue what they like, as long as they don't break the law, they can't be mistaken. Don't say that your brother hasn't married Xiao Cheng yet. Even if he has married, does Fei Er have the right to like him?”

Chu Yuan is speechless - if this is wrong, then she is making a mistake at the moment.