Chapter 1074 (1/2)
Marriage, a word that seems practical and impractical, is like sitting next to me at the moment, a woman with big eyes, thin lips, peach cheeks, crimson cheeks and a long ponytail. She is not a stranger in close proximity, but gradually has a feeling of seeing flowers in the fog. The distance between us still remains unchanged from the day we met. We can flirt with her or be flirted with by reaching out our hands She flirted, but now when I raised my paws to touch her face, I was defeated by the terrible guilt in my heart. It's absolutely heinous to desecrate such a silly and kind girl.
So I asked, ”silly girl, do you want to hear the truth or the truth?”
Tassel brain a bit around, ”truth and truth are not the same?”
”It's not the same. The difference between a truth and a truth is that the word” heart ”in the middle is missing. This” heart ”is private, so the truth must be right, not wrong. It's truth, it's truth, it's principle, it's responsibility, but a truth is not necessarily true. It's also private. The former can say, the latter can't say. For example, I dare to say the truth,” everyone for me and I for everyone. ” But I dare not say the truth ”no one will take the blame for himself”. The former I don't want to do, the latter I don't want to do, and then I can't do it. More simply, the truth is told to you, and the truth is told to me. ”
”Tell the truth first.”
”You dare to marry me, and I dare not marry you.”
The tassel chuckled. Unexpectedly, he was not disappointed and angry. ”You mean” dare not ”, not” don't want to ”
I nodded, very firm, ”is' dare not ', is not' do not want '.”
”Because Murphy is afraid of my grievance?”
I nodded again, and then shook my head. I didn't feel her tiny pink face, which had no reason to smile but was smiling. I was afraid of tears when I touched her. So I fell on her long ponytail. I felt the soft and smooth of the green silk between my fingers and palm, and I smiled a little bitterly: ”sometimes I think you know me better than I do. Some of you know me I may have to break it up and talk to Murphy. She will pretend to be confused, but she doesn't need any explanation for you. She's full of hypocrisy and lies. You're a good girl. I'm a stupid man. I don't dare to think back. If I think about it, I want to hit the wall with my head. Do you think I like you? Yes, when did you start to like it? I didn't realize that when we went to school, we would be brothers. How many grass classes in the school grass department were gnashing their teeth and hating me for occupying the manger. This metaphor is not appropriate and a little disgusting. But Li Er is such a theory. Your aunt Cheng didn't pick the laurel crown of the school flower. It's not that she is not as beautiful as others. It's because she's not reserved enough that she put on the label of ”famous flower has its owner” in her freshman year. That's it. Chasing after me Your people are still like crucian carp crossing the river. They come in an endless stream. They talk, find fault with each other, make an appointment with each other, and block my dead end with a stick. This kind of thing hasn't been broken in four years of college, but I haven't been bothered. Why? I have a good temper? It seems that it's not the same. I'm good-natured. I won't catch the counsellor and beat him to death. I'll go back even more when I'm bored. It's not my style. I'm so afraid of trouble. Just say that Cheng Liusu is not my girlfriend. I'm not interested in you. Isn't it over? As for those people who are good-looking and have good family conditions and love letters, what's more, they are the first-class ones who invite you to eat in the canteen every day and bring me a meal. I shake a yin-yang face and ignore them? Think about it, where am I from? At that time, I thought that I was so careful because I didn't think they were worthy of you, but now I realize that I don't want to see you close to other men; I don't drink, but whether it's in school or after the wind blows, which time did you pull me to drink? Why? When you are drunk, you will be drunk. When you are drunk, you will be defenseless. Which time did not I carry you out of the wine to take you home? What time did you throw up because I didn't undress you and cover you? I don't know whether you are heartless or I am heartless, but I know that to change a man, unless he is a dead eunuch or a homosexual, there's no reason not to take this opportunity and take you to the right place ”
just in time for a red light, the tassel stops the car, turns his face, looks at me bitterly, and says:” I never get drunk without you, I never get drunk without you , do you think I'm heartless? ”
I was stunned and sighed, ”I'm heartless”
the fringe hummed, looked at me and stroked her ponytail hand, whispered: ”if you didn't say you liked Murphy, I really began to doubt whether you were a eunuch or a good basic friend with Yang Wei. Murphy and I both said that you know the dead fox What does Jing say? I don't like to listen to jokes, but I really think it makes sense. She said that I'm still a virgin today, not because you have no heart or lungs, but because I don't have chest ”
I'm not prepared enough for the humor of tassels, and I burst into laughter. Aunt Cheng was angry, but not scolded me, but asked a question that made me more unable to contain and even laugh“ Is it true?! ”
In my life, I have never seen a woman who cares more about her bust than aunt Cheng and my family's stinky girl. On the level of paranoia, it's obvious that after 23, there is no room for growth.
Finally, I stopped laughing and saw aunt Cheng's face red, ears red, apricot and eyes round. I dare not take this topic again. I touched her head, one for comfort, nine for love, and said slowly, ”I should have no problem with my IQ, but my EQ must not be high. I've thought about, and I haven't thought about, how many girls are dying for me beside me, but I just I didn't realize that the first time I saw Murphy, I lost my soul and fell into it. It's called sensibility and love. But it's just a beast, an erotic animal. It's not ideal. It can't be taken up and put down. It's just like a beast's possessive desire. Isn't it a waste of you? So listen to the truth. Even if you dare to marry, I dare not. ”The green light is on, and the fringes are put into gear and start, ”what if I want to hear your truth?”
”I'm glad you're a silly girl to marry me, to be a beast, and to ruin your whole life.”
The car suddenly shakes, fails to start, stalls, and the tassel stares at me. I'm ready for her to slap me in the face, sighs, and honestly says, ”most men think that. I'm never refined, or even inferior to them, but fortunately, I have a righteous father. Even though I can only look at him, I have a reputation in my heart, even if my mind is dirty Dirty, also leave a bottom line - words are true words, but say, can't do, because I can't bear to see you or Fifi by a brute disaster for a lifetime, even if that brute is what I call it? Reason over sensibility? Ha ha. ”