Chapter 813 (2/2)

Tiger sister put my finger in her mouth and bit me. She smiled happily: ”a fool man who wants to get used to things he is not used to occasionally for me, a fool man who can face life and death calmly under the gun, even if he carries heavy guilt for me Unable to restrain the emotions of my fool, a fool who made me fall in love with me, I don't know what love is, but I know there is no other man in the world who can make me paint my nails on his toes. There is only one man in the world who can make me want to have more, even a little bit, and to attract himself. Do I look down on the feminine part of his eyes? ”

”No,” I shook my head, ”do you believe in gods in the world?”I asked sister tiger, ”aren't you an atheist?”

”I didn't believe it before, but now I do.”

”Why?”

Instead of opening my own beer, I grabbed sister tiger's can, filled it with a big mouthful, then kissed her lips, half crossed into her mouth, half swallowed her stomach, and shared the bitterness and sweetness with her equally, and then savored the aftertaste of her mouth, until she was short of breath and my eyes were faint, I let go of her soft lilac Tongue, looking at the silver thread of * * between the corners of our mouths, I laughed at myself and said: ”it made fun of you, but it completed me. Otherwise, what's the reason to let you fool into my arms and let me do what I want?”

”Yes!” Tiger elder sister said very definitely.

”What?”

”I like it!” As soon as sister Hu turned over and sat face to face on my thigh, she was very ambiguous, but she said seriously: ”so if you believe in God, then I am your God. If you believe in God, don't doubt me, don't always underestimate yourself. Chunan, you are neither ordinary nor ordinary. In my eyes, what you think of as shortcomings is just your greatest advantage, which is your most attractive People's place, tassel, Murphy, Xue Ziyuan, won't be infatuated with a worthless man for no reason. Of course, I am - maybe you are not the dragon tiger of people, but you must be the one who has no fear and can be indifferent in front of the dragon tiger. That's the most special place for you, and the place where the dragon tiger of people can't be underestimated. ”

”A lazy attitude to live as you please and never get up actively?” I'm optimistic, but I'm an optimistic pessimist. I like to think negatively. Without expectation, I won't have a huge gap between gain and loss. So I'm more used to this evaluation of myself. Maybe it's really self defeating, but it's not a kind of self-knowledge. ”I'm not as special as you think, you just don't understand, or are not willing to admit my filthy, if you It's a mistake with me, so I just don't have the willpower and determination to correct this mistake. It's not afraid to hurt you, but in fear to hurt you ”

” it's your own understanding, but I like it, because people who know themselves will never be arrogant, as for saying that they can't get up and be active at any time. ”Dong Xiaoye played a finger on my forehead and said:” just still with you When it comes to the sand boat, is your current environment really reassuring or satisfying? You are calm because your calmness and composure are different, but have you never thought about how to fight back and change this situation? What kind of calculation do you have in mind, only you are the most clear, lazy and not active? Then you tell me, what are you still staying in Fengchang, circling between Mo, Zhang, Liu and miss San? You can cheat that silly girl of tassel. She is the only one who knows that she's cheated and is afraid that you'll see it and try to play the role of silly girl. ”

I don't know if I'm a liar? Stay in Fengchang for Murphy. If the tassel can't see it, she won't try to live in peace with Murphy. She's not stupid, but she's the woman who will most pretend to be stupid. If I make a choice, it will become a pain for my whole life. She is willing to give up that right and then she will suffer.