Chapter 794 (1/2)
It's true, but it's still a novel, not a diary.
she takes the same attitude as she attaches importance to learning and regards writing as a profession. She plans to publish the novel one day in the future. That's the moment when she decides to tell the truth
the change before the time of telling the truth, which makes her unprepared and confused. Only because everything happens passively and suddenly
she just She didn't realize it. In fact, she never wanted to give up
suger's words, which made my heart become a balloon. She blew it up and inflated it one breath at a time. It seemed that it couldn't beat under the compression of the front chest and back. It was a sense of suffocation, but it was transparent. It constantly enlarged and magnified the hidden things in the expanded heart, several times, even dozens of times Chu Yuan's biggest hobby is to create novels. Of course, I know how much she wants others to appreciate her stories. Not long ago, she began to create her new novels under Xiao Yi's guidance. Isn't it just that she plans to publish them one day, so that they will be popular with readers? And her novel, which is based on the love between brother and sister, is not the one discovered by Shu Tong?
Yeah, maybe, Chu Yuan never thought of hiding her feelings. Just like, she didn't want to give up her poetic feeling, which made my fragile heart tremble.
”Feeling is like a race. There are two results in a successful feeling. One is to conquer the person you like, the other is to be conquered by the person you like; the other is to hurt the person you like, or the opponent on the other track. In the emotional race, she will not hurt herself, because only those who are aware of the results will stand on the starting line, so giving up is not what she is pursuing. However, the game has not yet started, who can know whether it is a success or a failure? Have not tried to run, pursue, what reason to give up easily? Xiaoyuanyuan, the silence now is probably just brewing or thinking about that starting moment. Maybe, she is already running and catching up with those opponents silently. She knows her own disadvantages, but she knows her own advantages better. That is, she is closer to her favorite people than anyone else. The disadvantage is that the intimate distance is too strong, and it may be difficult to get closer, But the advantage is that such a distance will never be further, because the person she likes will not let her fall alone. The distance between them is always that he holds her hand and does not let go of the successful feelings. There are two results, one is to conquer the likes, the other is to be conquered by the likes. From the beginning, she knows that she will not fail, because she is too much Understand the man she likes, he won't hurt her, let alone let her be hurt by others. In a game that won't lose, why should she give up? She has no rivals. If there is one, it's just her own. She either conquers or is conquered. She already knows the result. It's because of xiaoyuanyuan's confidence in you that brother Xin wants to be friends with you. He said that a little bit of xiaoyuanyuan is simple, infatuated and lovely in terms of feelings. If he misjudges the result, there is only one possibility , that is, Xiaoyuan believes you wrong, so he hopes that at that time, he can have an identity other than a doctor, to beat you up for Xiaoyuan, and will not be accused of intentional injury by you. ”
It turns out that Xin Quji has not only analyzed me, but also Chu Yuan. I don't know whether his analysis is accurate or not, because my head and heart are all in a mess. But I admit that his analysis makes me unable to argue. Compared with him, I know more about that strange smelly girl, so I have to work hard to shake that stiff tongue with my body , asked, ”why?”
”Because, after sister Shutong's dictation, brother Xin has become an iron fan and super fan of xiaoyuanyuan,” said gege playfully, pushing up the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, blinking his big and charming eyes, but he said seriously: ”of course, me too, so if she gives up the unfinished novel because of someone, and never writes again, I We also need a doctor Xin's identity other than his wife's, to catch someone's face, and he will not be accused of intentional injury. ”
In the scorching sun, I sweat like rain, but it's because of the cold emanating from Ge Ge's long fingernails that makes my heart miserable - worthy of being a visiting psychologist, is that why you are willing to be friends with such a small person as me? I suddenly felt that the two bags given to me by Ge Ge Ge in my hand had become extremely heavy. For a moment, I thought I had some special charm that attracted them. Now, I am ashamed of that moment's narcissism and am looking for a crack on the hard ground where I can put my face in. I decided to go home and read Chu Yuan's novel again Second, we should look at it carefully, objectively, bravely, word by word. Is that novel really so good-looking? Only half of her writing is enough to make all the people who have read her novels become her crazy fans. Shu Tong is, Xin Quji is, sugge is, I'm afraid, the Oriental little lady and Xiao goblin are also
About five minutes later, Shutong appeared downstairs. It was a bit amazing. I thought acupuncture would take longer than reminiscing about the past.
After exchanging a few words with Shu Tong, Ge Ge hurried to catch up with her announcement. In five minutes, her phone rang four times.There was no special car to pick her up. She took a taxi and left by herself. It can be seen that her relationship with Xin Quji was handled very carefully, even the broker or personal assistant who had the closest relationship with the artist was on guard.
I'm curious about what Xin Quji said to Shu Tong in such a short period of time. She had carsickness, and her face was always pale. But when she went downstairs, her face was very ruddy. I asked her why. She only said that it was the effect of acupuncture. Xin Quji pricked several needles behind her ears, and then she stopped talking. I was skeptical, because this girl had been avoiding my eyes Light.
The 4:15 train originally had some time to buy some presents to take back, but because Shu Tong's strange mood changed again, I had to strangle this proposal in my stomach and wait with her at the railway station. The girl bought a box of ice cream, and after a while, she bought a box of
”if you don't want to talk, you can't talk. If you don't want to talk, you can ignore me, There's no need to think that silence will become an embarrassment. ”When she frowned at the ice cream she bought for the fifth time, I finally couldn't help making a noise.” it's one and a half hours before I get on the train. If I can't eat it, I won't eat it. I'm not blind or stupid. I've seen that you don't want to talk to me, but you're not so clever. You'll eat your stomach. ”
Mr. Xiao Shu managed to recover the usual color of his face and then dyed it the same blood red as before. After staring at me for a long time, he quibbled: ”I'm smart. I'm afraid I'll get carsick when I go back and feel sick when I don't have anything in my stomach, so I'll try my best to eat ice cream. Even if I still vomit, it's more comfortable than retching. You can say what you want, and ask what you want. I didn't stop You, I don't take the initiative to speak for fear of your embarrassment. I lied to you about a lot of things, but that's all for the sake of you and your sister. What's the matter with you and me? But I have to make it clear that you are the result of the patient, and I also know it after seeing Xin Quji with you. Silence is also because I am almost the same as you, and it is also difficult to digest the unexpected result ”