Chapter 756 (1/2)
”I'm the most suitable actor to make an example of others. If you ask me the same from her seat, I will do the same.”
”I'm not going to go too far like her,” said astern, with a big smile. ”I can't stand her temper. Especially recently, her arbitrariness and self-determination in many aspects, as well as reckless and unreasonable provocation, make me feel that she is more and more like a person.”
”who is she like?”
It seems that asters don't want to say much, but they bear it and squeeze a name out of their teeth
I was stunned, and then I said with a smile, ”it's hard to hear you mention miss three on your own initiative. Aren't you very shy about saying this to me?”
Five years ago, until I separated from Ziyuan, I thought that Ziyuan was a simple girl who could not hide any secrets in front of me. But when she left without saying goodbye and disappeared from my life without saying a word, I knew that this girl might not have much heart and eyes, but she would hide the secrets in her heart more than anyone I knew, which is very similar to her When she grew up in a single parent family, she was used to being intolerant, and learned to be strong in patience. ”It's not taboo, it's not time. It's part of the agreement between me and her. I can't bear the responsibility of breaking the agreement”
”what kind of agreement do you have? You won't tell me before then? Continue to say, when I didn't ask ”I don't want to be difficult for Xiaozi, and although this girl relies on me, it's not that she has no backbone. In fact, she has never been obedient to me, relying on me, obedience is only her own will. She is very stubborn. Once she has made a certain determination, it's difficult for others to control her. That's why she left without saying goodbye.
I'm afraid that Ziyuan will leave without saying goodbye again, so I won't be stupid enough to ask her any questions that she knows she can't answer. Ziyuan is a sensitive person in her heart. If she feels the pressure from the third miss, she will blame that responsibility on herself. I feel that she is deliberately keeping a certain distance from me now. She cares about me very much The relationship with the tassel, Murphy and dongxiaoye sometimes even shows traces of jealousy, but still keeps an attitude of onlooker and refuses to intervene in my feelings and life. That's the proof - no matter what agreement she made with the third lady and what kind of interest exchange she had, the relationship with me that night must be a part of it , she has carried too much guilt for this, so she gave up her position as much as possible to protect my life from being affected.
So, before Ziyuan can tell all her secrets, before she releases the guilt she has accumulated in her heart, I dare not approach her actively. I'm afraid that she thinks I care about her and yearn to take care of her for the sake of taking responsibility, and that she thinks I give up my feelings for tassels and Murphy. In this way, I might wake up one morning I'll never see her again.
Purple garden is very kind, because she is used to being hurt, but never want to hurt anyone in the past, she is also very cowardly, always very easy to give up.
So, what should not be asked, I will not ask anything now.
Ziyuan let out a sigh of relief. She was really afraid that I would ask the truth. The panic in her eyes flashed by. All that remained was gratitude. ”What I want to say is that you should also mention Murphy a little like the third miss.”
”Bring Murphy up?” I was a little surprised by the words of the purple garden.
”It's not the same. I mean how to say it,” said Ziyuan, who was afraid of my misunderstanding, but apparently didn't think about how to explain the sentence concretely. ”I mean, Miss Qianjin, who has brains and abilities like them and is accustomed to a fault because of special family conditions and growing environment, is often self-centered and doesn't care at all And the feelings of other people, so we often do things that ordinary people like us can't understand. The reason may be Superman's first-class strategy, or childish villain. They may or may not have a purpose. In a word, they may not know what they want to pursue, but they can be sure, We can't help it. ”
There's no logic in the words of Ziyuan. I can't understand what I've heard. ”Little purple, what do you want to say?”
After a little silence, Ziyuan turned to her face and said quietly: ”all the arguments are pale in front of the reality, no matter the society or the people, there is always a hierarchy and a gap. I don't want you to be like me, but also become someone's toy because of something difficult to give up, whether she is intentional or unintentional”
in Ziyuan's words, There are too many feelings hidden, but I still can't understand, ”what do you mean that is hard to give up?”