Chapter 744 (1/2)
”When did you call me?”
”Ah -” winter night frowned, ”I didn't eat lunch. I'll call you all noon, OK?! No thirty times and twenty-nine times. If it wasn't for the colleagues of Haitian Yise who told me that everything was normal, I really thought you had an accident! ”
”Nonsense, my cell phone didn't ring at all, eh?” While I was talking, I turned my pocket to look for my cell phone. But I turned my pocket once, but only turned to my wallet. ”Where's my cell phone?”
”How do I know?! You don't lose your cell phone? ”
No?! I went inside and outside again, or not! No wonder the mobile phone didn't ring. It wasn't on me at all!
God, if I let Chu Yuan know that I lost my cell phone, my brother was sweating, and I didn't get a few raindrops outside, but I felt that my back was soaked,
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cell phones were not expensive, but Chu Yuan and Chu yuan were a couple. In normal times, they would be lost, but they can't be lost today. Chu Yuan just confessed to me Gain and loss, the heart is sensitive to it, today I lost my cell phone, she believe it? With that girl's easy to think too much about her character, ten of them will think that I am intentional, because it's a couple's mobile phones, because that pair of mobile phones has a very special and ambiguous meaning
the protection of Chu Yuan is not an excuse to indulge her, let alone to indulge myself. I don't want to hurt Chu Yuan, nor to hurt Chu Yuan in the past. If we say that Chu Yuan is a 'patient' ’Well, I'm very clear. I'm sure I'm also a 'patient'. Our symptoms are the same. The only difference is who is seriously ill and who is mildly ill. Chu Yuan is a little girl who doesn't like taking medicine, but I'm not. I know that illness needs treatment.
But the problem is, now, I don't know where we are sick - because the special sibling relationship is doomed that we won't have kinship? Or do we have other feelings on the basis of kinship?
Is the disease right or wrong? I don't know. Maybe I don't want to admit it. Whether it's right or wrong, I hope to find an answer that can persuade myself and Chu Yuan to accept. So after Chu Yuan completely confessed, I only confirmed what I can be sure of - I won't, and I don't want to escape any feelings of Chu Yuan, because she is a part of my life. If falling in love with me is a disease, then I can't even avoid her and alienate her, because she is my family and I am her brother. I have the responsibility to protect and love her all my life. What I have to do is to take care of her who is' sick 'and let her recover as soon as possible, instead of being afraid of being' infected '. I choose to escape cowardly and selfish
I like this stinky girl who makes me full of guilt from my heart The way of expressing emotion is so naive, childish and dull, but the smoothness, maturity and cunning in the innocence make people unable to extricate themselves from the pain she ponders.
Chu Yuan is very clever, but she is not complicated. She is simple and lovely.
Chu Yuan is stubborn, but she is not strong, she is fragile, because, from small to large, what she got from me is only the indistinct in the forced smile, and lack of security for the family, not to mention the feeling she expected?
She is as fragile as a glass bottle made up of countless pieces. No one can see her heart. Because the transparent color has been covered by the full cracks, she can no longer bear any beating. Therefore, whether right or wrong, I will slowly smooth the wounds made by me without hurting the edge of Chu, and then lead Lead her to a correct life path, which is what I, as a brother, should do and must do.
But it's obvious that this is the most sensitive period. Chu Yuan has just entered a very tense period. I lost her cell phone at this time. How could she not think about it?
When was the cell phone lost? Why didn't I notice it when I went out for nearly two hours? I didn't even notice when I took a taxi to pick up my wallet. I often lost my cell phone which was put in the same pocket with my wallet. It's my fault that I was so busy thinking about my brother's regret all the way back and forth. Mr. Phillip should be glad that he didn't meet me now. Otherwise, he would vent his full frustration on his handsome face In the afternoon, I still need to clean Murphy's office first. The man who lost his soul is like a dead man. The heaviness in his heart seems to pour into his legs, which makes me feel hard to walk. I don't even want to talk anymore. Even if Viagra greets me, I just can't wave my hand. He asks me why I went there at noon, but I didn't answer him. Instead, it's winter night, intentionally To please me, help me to cover up and say that I went to pick her up at noon, and we had lunch outside together. Song Jia was enjoying her afternoon dessert. Seeing me, he came all the way and asked, ”what have you done, Chu Nan? It's such a heavy rain outside, can't you stop for a while? You'll be out of sight after a meal! ”