Chapter 725 (2/2)
I think I must have had such a terrible dream because of LV Siqi's words. In the dream, I became the girl who was disfigured. ”I'm not mad yet, but I may be mad. I've been mad before, so if I'm mad again, the reason must be the same -” Dongfang dun dun, pressing the blade lower, almost touching me The bridge of nose, gnash teeth and say: ”margin is my only friend, who hurt her, I will hurt who!”
”Well?” Sleepiness still doesn't make my brain more nimble. Maybe this is the nature of dreams. My response is still extremely slow. ”Fate is bullied again?”
”I used to think that I was the most pitiful girl in the world.” the East ignored my question and youyou said, ”my father was a big liar. He abandoned me when I was very young. I hated him, so I can't remember what he looked like. Because he, I was laughed at and bullied, and” wild seed ”became the two most I heard from small to large I have no friends, just because I am beautiful, my family has money, I hate the boys who are close to me because I am beautiful, and I don't like the girls who are close to me because I have money, so the boys say I am arrogant, the girls call me arrogant, I can't even meet a person who is willing to make friends with me, I think I am the loneliest person in the world, Even the person I love most doesn't love me. She never smiles at me. No matter how hard I try, she's not satisfied. Because she demands too much from me, I can't reach her expectation. She wants me to live alone, to get used to independence. I can't do it. I'm eager for someone to care for me and protect me. So she often loses her temper with me and scolds me for a long time I can do what she asked for. She doesn't get angry with me anymore, but she still wants me to live alone. I ask her why, she says, because I've grown up ”
I'm silent and speechless. I know that” she ”in the mouth of the East is her mother. Ran Yibai doesn't have any good feelings or even incomparable dislikes for that woman, because She didn't pay enough attention to the East, but I didn't expect that she could ignore the east to such a degree - what kind of mother is ya?! East has no father's love, but she is stingy even mother's love is not willing to give this poor girl?
”She doesn't love me. She left me alone in this city. She won't come back to see me several times a year. Even if she comes back, she just accompanies me for a few meals. She seldom says a word to me. I know she doesn't like living with me, but I still look forward to Christmas every year, because it's my birthday, because only that day will she go to my room, Hug me and sleep with brother Nan. Do you think there are any more pitiful people than me? ” Dongfang smiled bitterly. ”I didn't think so, but I met fate. I thought it was the most pitiful thing for her to be abandoned by her father, but she didn't know what her father looked like. I thought it was the most pitiful thing for me to have no friends, but when she was a child, I didn't even have a decent toy. I thought she was scolded as wild behind her back I have been the most pitiful. When she was young, people taunted and mocked her like this in front of her. I thought that the people I love don't love me, they are the most pitiful, but she is more pitiful than me, because the people she loves are too hypocritical! That person will never be sincere to her, even if she deliberately makes that person angry, that person will smile and say ”never mind” to her, even the expression of disgust will not show! Brother Nan, do you think fate is more pitiful than me? How could she like such a cold-blooded person! ”The blade on the bridge of nose trembled with the excitement of the East. I have no words to say. I know that the hypocritical and cold-blooded person is me
”we are superfluous. Our appearance has changed the life of the person we love deeply - the reason why I renew and the fate is disgusted is the same. The fate is more pitiful than me, but she is too much stronger than me ”The East smiled softly, with a touch of emotion, affection and admiration.” when I have given up, when I start to get bored, when I start to curse the world, I meet her who is still holding on. No, she never thinks that is holding on, because she never thought of giving up, she still likes that person, and day after day Day of repetition want to be noticed by that person's naive behavior, she is too cute, in fact, as long as she frankly told that person, said that they love him very much, not good? But she didn't, because she was more arrogant than I was, she didn't want to exchange her pity for the love others gave her, so she was trying to make the person who would only smile at her hypocrisy angry, trying to force him to tear off the hypocrisy on his face, beat her severely and scold her, take away her pride, she said that this was the only way she could give up that pride, brother Nan, such a woman Child, do you say anyone is willing to hurt her? Do you think anyone can not like her? ”
Even without the threat of glittering sword, it's hard for me to say no. I know how much I hurt Chu Yuan, so I know how much I love her at this moment.
”What are your two requirements?”
I compromised, of course.
As if it were the expected result, the East simply said: ”you have no reason not to love fate, then you are not allowed to say not to love her. If your hypocrisy becomes a knife inserted into her heart, I promise that your heart will be dug out by me. If it is red, I will pay for your life. If it is black, you deserve it!”
I'm not surprised that the words of the east make me cold. I even think that she just said what I wanted to say - if I hurt Chu Yuan again, I would also be curious about the color of my heart